luck on Monday.â
Thatâs that then, I think as I turn on my heel and start making my way out. Who knows, I might even run into Ben again at some point. Heâs friends with Jamie, after all. Even though heâs lived in London a year already and tonightâs the first time Iâve met him. And maybe by the time I see him next heâll have a girlfriend in tow. Someone like him wonât stay single for long.
Iâm passing the pool table when I make up my mind, in a moment of madness that I can only blame on drinking whisky on an empty stomach, to turn back around, march up to the bar and grab one of the red napkins.
âErica, do you have a pen I could borrow? Thanks.â
I scribble my number on it, wondering if Ben is watching me now but not daring to look because I know Iâll bottle it if he is. It goes against every instinct I usually have, but Iâm scared this will be my only chance to let him know that . . . I felt it too.
âGive that to Ben,â I say, returning to Jamie, who takes it with a smirk. âAnd shut your face!â
âI didnât say a word.â He holds up his hands with a laugh after heâs tucked it into his shirt pocket.
âGood, because if this goes tits up and he doesnât call, Iâm going to need you to unfriend him so I never have to face seeing him again.â
I have a feeling, though, as I walk out the door and pull on my jacket, that it wonât go tits up.
It feels like something has just begun.
Eleven Months Later
Chapter One
BEN
Tuesday, 23 September
âIâm so proud of you,â I say, as Rebecca lays knives and forks on the dining table.
âI still canât believe it,â she says. âMy first building to design.â
Her company is overseeing the rebuilding of a cinema in Hackney, thanks in no small part to her pitch eleven months ago. She found out yesterday theyâre making her the lead architect, so Iâve come round to her and Danielleâs place to cook a celebratory meal.
âIt was never in doubt,â I say.
How could they not give it to her? It was one of the most attractive things about her that night we met â her passion for what she did.
I kind of hoped it would rub off on me.
I still
am
hoping itâll rub off on me.
The intercom buzzes, but Danielle is in the shower and Rebecca is still setting the table, so I answer it myself, planting a kiss on Rebeccaâs temple as I go. I glance back from the door and see her smiling.
âAll right, Nicholls,â Jamie says to me, once heâs conquered the two flights of stairs.
âAll right, Hawley,â I say, stepping aside to let him in.
Jamieâs eyes are immediately drawn to the bathroom.
âJeez, whatâs that
noise
?â
The three of us stop and listen as Danielle adds an unscheduled key change to a Black Eyed Peas song. Rebecca and Jamie share a knowing look.
âRemember at uni when we ended up in that karaoke bar?â Rebecca says, shuddering at the very idea.
âYou mean 2 Unlimited-gate?â Jamie puts down his gift bag and addresses me. âShe thought people were singing along but they werenât, they were saying,
No, no, no, no
.â
Danielle pads out of the bathroom in her dressing gown, a white towel Mr Whippied on her head.
âRebecca was just saying how much sheâs going to miss your singing when you move out,â Jamie calls over.
Danielleâs cousin has bought a place in Blackheath and offered her a room for bugger-all rent. Which Iâm secretly pleased about.
âSheâll get over it,â Danielle says. âJust like I got over not being able to steal your facemasks after living with you at uni.â
She vanishes into her bedroom with a smirk while Jamie turns his attention to my shopping bags.
âWhatâre we having?â he says.
âCambodian beef curry.â
I learnt the recipe from a hostel owner in