to be a blank. âWhat was I doing in London?â she asked as soon as the thought popped into her head. âYou werenât with me in the car, were you?â
That lightning-quick movement came and went in his gaze again; it was like the hand of an illusionist making something disappear before the audience could see how it was done. âNo, I was not,â he said. âYou were with yourââ he paused for a moment ââwith Peter Marshall.â
Emelia felt a hand grab at her insides and twist them cruelly. âPeter was with me?â Her heart gave a lurch against her breastbone. âWas he injured? Is he all right? Can I see him? Where is he? How is he?â
The ensuing silence after her rapid fire of panicked questions seemed to contain a deep and low back beat, a slow steady rhythm that seemed to be building and building, leading Emelia inexorably to a disharmonious chord she didnât want to hear.
âI am sorry to be the one to inform you of this, but Marshall did not survive the accident,â Javier said again without any trace of emotion in his voice.
Emelia blinked at him in stunned shock. Peter was dead? Her mind couldnât process the information. It kept shrinking back from it, like a battered dog cowering out of reach of the next anticipated blow. âNoâ¦â The word came out hoarsely in a voice she didnât recognise as her own. âNo, that canât be. He canât be dead. He canât be⦠We had such plansâ¦â
Javierâs expression didnât change. Not even a flicker of a muscle in his jaw revealed an iota of what he was feeling. It was as if he were reading from a script for a role he had no intention of playing. His words were wooden, cool. âHe is dead, Emelia. The doctors couldnât save him.â
Emelia felt tears burst from her eyes, hot scalding tears that ran unchecked down her cheeks. âBut I loved him so muchâ¦â Her voice was barely audible. âWeâve known each other for years. We grew up in the same suburb. He was such a supportive friend to meâ¦â A thought hit her like a glancing blow and her eyes widened in horror. âOh, Godâ¦â she gulped. âWho was driving? Did I kill him? Oh, God, God, Godââ
He touched her then. His hand came down over hers on the bed just like the doctorâs had done earlier, but his touch felt nothing like the cool, smooth professional hand of the medico âs. Javierâs touch was like a scorching brand, a blistering heat that scored her flesh to the fragile bones of her hand as he pinned it beneath the strength of his. âNo, you did not kill him,â he said flatly. âYou were not driving. He was. He was speeding.â
Her relief was a minute consolation given the loss of a dear friend. Peter was dead? The three words whirled around and around in her head but she wouldnât allow them to settle. Maybe she was dreaming. Maybe this was nothing but a horrible nightmare. Maybe she would wake up any second and find herself lying in her sunny shoebox flat in Notting Hill, looking forward to meeting up with Peter later to discuss the programme for that nightâs performance, just as she did every night before taking her place at the grand piano.
Emelia looked down at her hand beneath the tanned weight of Javier Mélendezâs. There was something about his touch that triggered something deep inside her body. Her blood recognised him even if her mind did not. She felt the flicker of it as it began to race in her veins, the rapid escalation of her pulse making her heart pound at the thought of him touching her elsewhere. Had he touched her elsewhere? Well, of course he must have if they were marriedâ¦
She gave her head a little shake but it felt as if a jar of marbles had spilled inside. She groaned and put her free hand to her temple, confusion, despair, grief and disbelief all jostling for
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