missing was a tambourine and a colorful scarf around her head. She already had the bright outfit. âJust who are you?â He wanted to know.
âNo,â she said as if heâd asked her another question entirelyâor was about to, âI donât believe in tarot cards, or fortune-telling, but there is such a thing as an aura and I can feel yours.â She felt it prudent not to tell him about her motherâs heritage. It might only served to spook him, or worse, to make him more cynical. âItâs very, very uptight. Brittle, you might say,â she added.
Beyond brittle, he thought. Damn close to broken. His aura, if there was such a thing, had long since been destroyed. Lisa and Becky had been his only reason for living and now they were gone. If he was alive, it was just because heâd been going through the motions for so long, heâd forgotten how to stop.
He looked from the boy to the woman. Sheâd come in with a manila envelope tucked under her arm. He assumed this visit had something to do with that. âWould you like to tell me why youâre here?â
âMy brotherâs pediatrician thought we should come to see you.â This time, she did slide forward on the seat, as if what she was saying made her uneasy and she wanted to say it quickly. âBlue hasthree tumors along his spinal cord. He needs to have them removed as soon as possible,â she recited as if sheâd rehearsed the words for hours in her vanity mirror. âI have an X ray.â She laid the large manila envelope on his desk.
With a barely stifled impatient sigh, Peter took out the X ray sheâd brought and looked at it. He was aware that the boy was leaning forward and had propped his chin on his fisted hands, staring at the same X ray.
âThatâs my spinal cord,â he said as if he knew exactly what a spinal chord was. âKind of messed up, isnât it?â
Peter looked at Raven. âHow old did you say he was?â
âIâm seven,â he said.
âSeven,â Peter repeated. The same age that Becky had been before⦠Before. He didnât remember Becky sounding this old. âHe doesnât sound seven.â
âHe was reading at three,â Raven told him proudly.
Peter nodded. âImpressive.â He turned his attention to the X ray.
It was the barest of introductions to the problem. He would need extensive films taken if he decided to undertake the surgery. But what he was looking at was enough to tell him that the boyâs pediatricianwasnât mistaken. There were indeed tumors clustering at the base of the boyâs spinal cord.
âYour brotherâs pediatrician is right,â he informed Raven crisply, sliding the X ray back into the manila envelope.
âYes, I know.â She looked at him. âDr. DuCaneâs been Blueâs doctor ever since he was a week old and I trust her implicitly. Thatâs why weâre here.â
He looked from the boy to the woman. âWhat kind of a name is Blue?â
Blue grinned at Raven and launched into an explanation. âIt was the color of the sky my mother was staring at when she gave birth to me in the field.â
Peter looked sharply at Blueâs sister. Had the boyâs mother gone into premature labor while they were out on the road? ââIn the fieldâ?â
Raven pressed her lips together, obviously struggling with something. âMy mother didnât like hospitals. She said they always made her think about people dying.â
He noticed the grim set to the womanâs mouth, such contrast to the smile that had been there seconds ago. The change vaguely stirred a question in his mind, but he let it go. He didnât indulge in personal questions, unless they had something to do with the outcome of the surgery. âIs that why sheâs not here right now?â
âNo.â Raven took a breath, as if that could