her husband at the shop. But according to my parentsâ wishes, until some wealthy gent swept into the shop and asked for my hand in marriage, I was destined to become a spinster with a very good knowledge of making hats. Was this my only opportunity to start a life of my own? Was it a chance to get my poetry in front of another creative soul?
As I helped to clear away the supper dishes, my mother placed her hand on my cheek.
âYou are a beautiful girl. You will find a good man, like your father. A man who is not afraid of hard work.â She patted my cheek as if that would magically make all my cares disappear.
Later, in the sanctuary of my room, I placed Mr. Rodinâs hat inside a round hatbox that Iâd found stacked near the refuse bins outside the shop. I tied it with a brown ribbon and tucked it beneath my bed, hoping that I would be able to give it to him on my way to work tomorrow.
For a long time I stared at the pale moonlight on my ceiling, remembering the look in his eyes as he studied me. I imagined reaching out to touch his unshaven cheek, feeling his warm breath on my face as he drew near. Strange sensations made my body tingle. For the first time in my life, I saw myself as a grown woman instead of a child.
Chapter 2
IT WAS ODD TO SEE MY SHADOW AS I WALKED along the cobbled lane to work. Between the constant downpours and the stench from the river that hovered over the city like a hazy specter, the sun was a strange sight. Its warmth lifted my spirits, but the idea of seeing Mr. Rodin had improved my mood long before I set foot outdoors.
I turned the corner, scanning the block before me, disappointed when I saw only the familiar store managers putting out their wares.
âA fine day to you, miss.â
I took a step back, taken by surprise at Mr. Rodinâs sudden emergence from a closed storefront. âAre you always this forward when in pursuit of potential models, Mr. Rodin?â I squared my shoulders, making sure he thought I did not appreciate him accosting me in this manner. In truth, however, butterflies had taken flight inside me.
He bowed. âForgive me. I only came to inquire whether you might have seen my hat. I have apparently misplaced it.â
My brave response was prompted by my secret delight in seeing him again. âAnd you did not wish to encounter Mrs. Tozieragain, I presume?â It was as close to flirting with a man as Iâd ever done.
His eyebrows rose and he gave me a wicked grin. âHow astute you are, Miss Bridgeton. I pray you know me all too well.â
âOh, Mr. Rodin, something tells me that I have barely scratched the surface. Nonetheless, I did find your hat before Madame Tozier did.â I handed him the round box, which he held high, turning the beribboned container this way and that.
âI canât say when my old chapeau has ever looked better,â he remarked.
âI quite agree, Mr. Rodin,â I responded with a genuine smile. âIf youâll excuse me, I must get to work.â I started around him.
âUmâ¦excuse me, Miss Bridgeton. May I inquire of your plans this evening after work?â
I stopped and looked over my shoulder. True it was that I did not belong to an aristocratic circle where gentlemen used calling cards to request a ladyâs company. Regardless, I was somewhat surprised by his unconventional manner. Then again, what should I expect from a man who had skulked around watching me for days before speaking? I thought of what I would do for one of my sisters. Would I give up easily if I thought they truly needed something? âYou must adore your brother very much, Mr. Rodin.â
He pried open the hatbox lid, offering a lopsided grin as he plopped the bowler on his head.
âIndeed, I do, but what makes you say so?â
He had not noticed that I had carefully trimmed the frayed edges of his hat. âBecause it is clear that you are not to be put off, isnât it? No