Morgensonâstationed twenty miles north on the John Muir Trailâhad been out of radio contact for three days, and it was Sangerâs job to check on him. After a mile on the trail, Sangerâs legs settled into a slow, steady, piston-like rhythm. With the cascading roar of Woods Creek on his right and towering granite peaks framing the starry-night sky, he couldnât believe he was getting paid to do this. God, he loved his job.
Sanger and Randy were a study in contrasts. Sanger was the young, gung-ho, clean-shaven newbie with a taste for adrenaline; Randy was the wise, weathered, and bearded sage of the high country who had pulled too many bodies out of the mountains to find any thrill in the prospect of a search-and-rescue operation. Sanger considered Randy a mentor for his uncompromising idealism in wilderness ethics. It had taken some time, however, to earn Randyâs respect. The year before, the older ranger had studiously ignored him during training. Even when Sanger exhibited his expert mountaineering skillsâself-arresting a fall with an ice ax on a snowy practice slope with the added difficulty of going headfirst while on his backâRandy had remained, at least outwardly, unimpressed.
The two were teamed up months later on a search-and-rescue operation and were forced to bivouac overnight in a steep gorge. Until dusk, Randy hadnât responded to Sanger with anything more thanyes or no as they searched for a missing backpacker. The silence was undoubtedly enjoyable for Randy, but offensive to Sanger, who interpreted it as rudeness. As darkness settled, Sanger gathered some wood for a small fire. After an entire day together, Randy uttered his first complete sentence: âYouâd do well to learn a little respect.â
Sanger was at once offended, confused, and angry. He had been trying to engage in conversation all day, and this was Randyâs reciprocation?
âAnd in what way have I not been showing you respect?â asked Sanger. âIâve been wanting to work with you all day, to learn from you. I donât think you realize the regard I have for you and your experience in these mountains.â
âNo, Rick,â said Randy. âIâm referring to the fire.â
Randy moved his tiny backpacker stove closer to where Sanger sat, squatted beside him, and explained why Sanger should not build a fireâeven though the wood heâd intended to burn was already dead; even though they were at a legal elevation for campfires; even though the blackened residue from the fire on the rocks and sand would be washed clean the next rain cycle. What gave human beingsânot to mention rangersâthe right to alter the natural processes at work here?
Sanger respectfully scattered the wood he had gathered, and in doing so earned the regard he was seeking and kindled a friendship. A mentorship in wilderness ethics was born. Over the course of the night, Randy opened up and offered Sanger a rare glimpse inside the backcountry rangersâ most notorious recluse.
On subsequent contacts, the bond had continued to grow. Sanger knew Randy was working his way through some issuesâunfinished business with his father as well as a marriage that was on the rocksâbut he also knew that the backcountry had amazing healing properties. Randy had even told the younger ranger, âThereâs nothing a season in the backcountry canât cure.â
Now, as Sanger hiked through the night toward Randyâs station, he looked forward to the ritual of boiling a kettle of water and catching up over cups of tea. When he had delivered a new radio to Randy atthe White Fork trail-crew camp a couple of weeks earlier, Randy had seemed excited about the future and hadnât exhibited any signs of the depression reported by other rangers.
At the White Fork camp, Randy had been reading Blue Highways by William Least Heat-Moon, an account of the authorâs 11,000-mile