invoke a chuckle at any ranger gathering. It is an accepted truism that rangers are âpaid in sunsets.â After covering bills, gear, food, and the gas it takes to get their luxury automobilesârusting Volkswagen vans, old Toyota trucks, and the likeâto park headquarters, where theyâd sit and leak oil till October, maybe a few dollars would trickle into a savings account. They certainly werenât there for the money.
In truth, there was one financial benefit backcountry rangers could count on. Randy, and all rangers with federal law enforcement commissions, was eligible for the Public Safety Officersâ Benefits Program, enacted by Congress in 1976 to âoffer peace of mind to men and women seeking careers in public safety and to make a strong statement about the value American society places on the contributions of those who serve their communities in potentially dangerous circumstances.â In effect, the law offered a âone-time financial benefit paid to the eligible survivors of a public safety officer whose death is the direct and proximate result of a traumatic injury sustained in the line of duty.â In 1976, the amount was $50,000; in 1988, that amount was increased to $100,000.
After twenty-eight years of summer service for the NPS, this was the only employment benefit Randy was eligible for. Of course, he would have to die first. So, here he was approaching his thirtieth year as a seasonal ranger at Sequoia and Kings Canyon and there was nothing about his uniform to distinguish him from a first-year rookie. There wasnât even a pin to commemorate the achievement: such medals were awarded only to permanent employees.
Graber, who had made it a point over the years to at least write letters of appreciation to the backcountry rangers for their invaluable contributions to his studies, had routinely told them that their job satisfaction âwould have to come from within themselvesâthat they likely wouldnât get any from the NPS.â
As Graberâs conversation with Randy progressed, he interpreted the rangerâs apathy and uncharacteristic lack of passion as depression. âHis eyes were blank,â says Graber, âbut I knew how to push Randyâs buttonsâheâd lobbied for meadow closures his entire career. I never knew anybody who took a trampled patch of grass more personally than Randy. And wildflowersâhe was a walking encyclopedia. You could always get him going about flowers, so I brought that up, along the lines of âNice and wet up high, good year for flowers.â
âHis response was âI donât find much pleasure in the flowers anymore.ââ
That statement went beyond any contempt Randy held for the NPS. There was something else going on, but Graber didnât push the subject. âRandy wasnât the type to air his dirty laundry,â says Graber, who patted Randy on the back when they parted ways. âI hope you have a good season, Randy,â he said.
âYou know, Dave,â said Randy, âafter all these years of being a ranger, I wonder if itâs been worth it.â
âThat,â says Graber, âchilled me to the core.â
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RICK SANGER WAS the tanned picture of a ranger in his primeâ36 years old, 5-foot-11, with boyish good looks, dimples, and a quick smile. Heâd quit a computer engineering job in 1992 and headed to the mountains for some healing perspective after the end of a stormy relationship. He was hired as a backcountry ranger on Mount San Jacinto in Southern California, where he stayed for three years before being hired in 1995 at Sequoia and Kings Canyon, parks he had been drawn to since his Boy Scout days.
This was Sangerâs second season as a backcountry ranger in Kings Canyon. At dusk on July 23, 1996, he donned a headlamp, shouldered his backpack, and struck out into the cold outside his duty station at Rae Lakes. Randy