irrelevant, Jamie. Itâs gone. What you need to do is keep your mind positive and stick at it. If everyone got what they wanted just by clicking their fingers, nothing would be worth wanting, would it?â
âWell, I donât know. . .â
âJamie, are you good enough to get into the Aâs?â
âI think so.â
âYou think so?â
âOK, yeah. I am good enough. Iâm as good as any of them.â
âRight, and youâve got the whole of the holidays ahead of you now. So if you want to get in this team, then make it happen.â
âHow do I do that, then?â
âI suggest you go back to the beginning. Letâs go outside.â
They went out to the small garden at the back of the house.
âWait here for a sec,â said Mike, walking to the shed at the bottom of the garden. He moved slowly. Heâd walked with a limp ever since the operations heâd had on his knee when he was younger.
The shadows were starting to lengthen now. Jamie looked at how massive his was on the garden fence. He wondered how tall he would be when he grew up.
When he came back, Mike was carrying something behind his back.
âWhatâs this?â he said, presenting a football to Jamie.
âDonât you start,â Jamie snapped. âI had a bad game but I still know what a football is.â
Jamie reached to grab the ball.
But Mike held on tightly.
âAh, but if you want to be a real player, JJ, this has to be more than a football. It has to be your friend. From what youâre telling me, itâs not your friend at the moment.â
âWhat? My friend?â Jamie laughed. âHow can a ball be my friend?â
âHow do you make friends with anyone, Jamie? Spend some time together.â
Mike handed the ball over.
âAnd make sure you use both feet, JJ. That right footâs not just for standing on!â he said, giving Jamie a wink as he went inside.
Jamie stood there.
All he had for company was a ball and a brick wall.
It was all he needed.
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âJamie, where have you been?â demanded Karen Johnson, as soon as he got in.
âNowhere â whatâs the problem?â
Jamie pushed his way past his mum to get a drink from the fridge. He didnât need any hassle from her. She wouldnât understand anyway. She didnât know anything about football.
âThe problem is, itâs nine oâclock and school finished at three and I havenât heard a word from you â thatâs the problem! I cook you dinner and you donât even bother to turn up. Why didnât you call me to tell me where you were?â
Jamie looked at his watch. It was 8.50. He hadnât even realized. He must have been kicking the ball against the wall for more than three hours. Not that he was in the mood to apologize for being late. Even now, he was still fuming about the match.
âIâve eaten,â he barked. âAnd why do you have to know where I am the whole time, anyway? Iâm thirteen years old. I can do what I want.â
âWho do you think you are?â his mum shouted back, tipping his cold dinner into the bin. âHow dare you speak to me like that? The reason I bought you a phone is so that you can let me know where you are. If you arenât going to do that, then Iâll take itââ
âAll right! For Godâs sake!â said Jamie. âIf you must know, I had the worst day at school ever and then I went to see Mike. Satisfied now?â
Jamie pounded up the stairs to his room. All he wanted was to be left alone and not to be bothered the whole time. Was that too much to ask?
He flicked on the radio. It was nearly time for the sports bulletin and he wanted to see if there had been any big-money transfers. He loved transfers. He could remember exactly how much all the Hawks players had cost when theyâd been bought and which club they had