donât want to be responsible for other peopleâs lives again,â heâd countered, hating the reason his life had been derailed. Guilt and pain ate at him night and day, never letting him forget his failure.
âWhen are you going to stop wallowing in thisridiculous self-pity?â Angie had demanded, using her best cop voice.
As a Boston homicide detective, she had the art of intimidation down pat. Of course sheâd had to learn to stand strong against her two older brothers growing up. And just like their father, a Boston police officer, and both him and their other brother Joe, an ATF agent, sheâd gone into law enforcement.
âYou donât get to judge me,â heâd snapped. Being called on the carpet by his baby sister for his state of mind hadnât sat well.
Sheâd sighed. âIâm not judging you. Iâm worried about you. Just talk to Trent. See what he has to offer. Itâs got to be better than this.â Sheâd made a sweeping gesture. â Youâre better than this.â
He wasnât so sure. The bitter taste heâd had in the back of his throat for weeks intensified.
âYou have a law degree. At least do something with that.â
âIâm only licensed in D.C.â Practicing law had never been his goal.
Sheâd cut the air with her hand. âExcuses!â
Theyâd stared at each other for a long moment. Love for his sister filled him. He reached out to give her a hug. He appreciated her concern even if he didnât deserve it.
âPlease, pray about it,â sheâd urged.
He hadnât the heart to confess to his little sis that he and God werenât on speaking terms lately.
But last night heâd finally capitulated and called Trent because self-pity was a cold and nasty companion. And frankly, the job at the construction site didnât pay allthat well. Anthony had resorted to living off his credit cards. Not exactly a noble or prudent way to survive.
So here he was on a bright Monday morning, at the threshold of a possible new future. One he hadnât yet decided he really wanted.
The âclickity-clackâ of high heels against pavement halted him on the first stair. A man and woman approached and turned down the walkway, clearly headed to Trent Associates. Though Anthony guessed they were both in their late twenties or early thirties, the two couldnât have been more opposite if theyâd tried.
The exotically pretty woman dressed in a knee-length black skirt, black formfitting blouse and black pumps was a sharp contrast to the tousled blond man in loafers, khakis and a bright blue polo shirt.
âCan we help you?â the woman asked.
From the way her gaze sized him up, Anthony guessed she was some kind of police officer. Or had been, since Anthonyâs research showed most of Trent Associates were ex-something-or-other, just like him.
âI have a meeting with James Trent,â Anthony replied. He stuck out his hand. âAnthony Carlucci.â
âWell, come on in,â the man said, grasping Anthonyâs hand while clapping him on the back. âWouldnât do to keep the boss man waiting. Iâm Kyle Martin and this firecracker is Simone Walker.â
Simone shot a hard glare at Kyle, who only grinned before bounding up the stone steps and pushing through the front door of Trent Associates.
Simone shook Anthonyâs hand. âYouâll have to excuse Kyle. Heâs like a big puppy in need of obedience training.â
âI heard that!â Kyleâs voice floated out of the open front door.
Simone rolled her dark eyes and preceded Anthony inside. A reception desk sat straight ahead at the bottom of a curved staircase. An olive-skinned woman, with black hair twisted into a knot at her nape and dressed in a red business suit, manned the station. She gave them a wide, welcoming smile. âMorning, Simone.â
âMorning,