still get shaky when I remember how Cal stepped right up to that writhing mass of black and shoved a knife into it. And now nothing, in almost two weeks. Before, it was nearly every day we saw it, felt it, dreamed of it.â
âWe hurt it,â Fox reminded her. âItâs off wherever demons go to lick their wounds.â
âCybil calls it a lull, and she thinks itâs going to come back harder the next time. Sheâs researching for hours every day, and Quinn, well, sheâs writing. Thatâs what they do, and theyâve done this beforeâthis kind of thing if not this precise thing. First-timer here, and what Iâm noticing is theyâre not getting anywhere.â She pushed a hand through her dark hair, then shook her head so the sexy, jagged ends of it swung. âWhat I mean is . . . A couple of weeks ago, Cybil had what she thought were really strong leads toward where Ann Hawkins might have gone to have her babies.â
His ancestors, Fox thought. Giles Dent, Ann Hawkins, and the sons theyâd made together. âAnd they havenât panned out, I know. Weâve all talked about this.â
âBut I thinkâI feelâitâs one of the keys. Theyâre your ancestors, yours, Calâs, Gageâs. Where they were born may matter, and more since we have some of Annâs journals, weâre all agreed there must be others. And the others may explain more about her sonsâ father. About Giles Dent. What was he, Fox? A man, a witch, a good demon, if there are such things? How did he trap what called itself Lazarus Twisse from that night in sixteen fifty-two until the night the three of youââ
âLet it out,â Fox finished, and Layla shook her head again.
âYou were meant toâthat much we agree on, too. It was part of Dentâs plan or his spell. But we donât seem to know any more than we did two weeks ago. Weâre stalled.â
âMaybe Twisse isnât the only one who needs to recharge. We hurt it,â he repeated. âWeâve never been able to do that before. We scared it. â And the memory of that was enough to turn his gilded brown eyes cool with satisfaction. âEvery seven years all weâve been able to do is try to get people out of the way, to mop up the mess afterward. Now we know we can hurt it.â
âHurting it isnât enough.â
âNo, itâs not.â If they were stalled, he admitted, part of the reason was his fault. Heâd pulled back. Heâd made excuses not to push Layla on honing the skillâthe one that matched his ownâthat had been passed down to her.
âWhat am I thinking now?â
She blinked at him. âSorry?â
âWhat am I thinking?â he repeated, and deliberately recited the alphabet in his head.
âI told you before I canât read minds, and I donât wantââ
âAnd I told you itâs not exactly like that, but close enough.â He eased a hip onto the corner of his sturdy old desk, and brought their gazes more level. His conservative oxford-cloth shirt was open at the throat, and his bark brown hair waved around his sharp-featured face and brushed the back of his collar. âYou can and do get impressions, get a sense, even an image in your head. Try again.â
âHaving good instincts isnât the same asââ
âThatâs bullshit. Youâre letting yourself be afraid of whatâs inside you because of where it came from, and because it makes you other thanââ
âHuman?â
âNo. Makes you âother.â â He understood the complexity of her feelings on this issue. There was something in him that was other as well. At times it was more difficult to wear than a suit and tie. But to Foxâs mind, doing the difficult was just part of living. âIt doesnât matter where it came from, Layla. You have what you have and are