figure.â
Was pale a complexion? And I had, unfortunately, no figure to speak of. I was neither ethereally thin nor sensually voluptuous. The best anyone could say about me was that I was healthy.
There were times when it was appropriate for me to go to the extraordinary effort of looking my pitiful best. An informal party given by a friend was not one of those times. Iâd just have to charm people with my winning personality. But my mother wouldnât accept that. It was the only thing marring her visit. From day one she hadnât stopped harping on my clothes. âLeave it, Mother. I mean it.â
âRight then.â Mother nodded. âHow about we come to an agreement? I wonât comment on your way of doing things and you wonât comment on mine.â
âFine.â My mother was a grown woman. If she wanted to make a duplicitous, unfaithful fool of her . . .
I shook my head, actually shook my head right there in the middle of the room where everyone could see me. It was none of my business. Really. I hadnât lived with the family since I was four years old. I had no idea how they behaved on the day-to-day basis. Maybe my father was a flirt, too.
It was strange, seeing my mother every day, without the rest of my family. I wouldnât have thought of such a visit myself. But Iâd barely settled back in to High Scape after returning from Erstwhile before I got a letter from my mother, telling me she was going to visit and teach me how to live in the real world.
She didnât actually write that last bit out, but that was what she meant. I could tell. And I didnât mind. It had been made clear to me, not long after I left the academy, that I didnât understand how regular people lived.
And I didnât really know my mother, despite what I had said to Erin. Despite what I often actually thought. I knew her better than most of the students of the academy had known theirs, for my family had had the means and the inclination to visit me almost annually. But those had been short visits, only a couple of weeks, barely worth the trip. And they had been on academy grounds, where we were all subject to academy rules. And it had been my mother and father and sister and brothers and me.
This was different. Mother was staying for an indefinite timeâand with her behavior with the Captain I was beginning to wonder why, if there was something going on with the family that I knew nothing aboutâand it was just her, with none of the others for distraction. We were both adults, free of anyoneâs rules but our own. She was staying at an expensive boarding house called the Lionâs Den, but she spent most of her days at the Triple S house, occasionally staying the night. Which sort of made me the host, but she was my mother, which meantâdidnât it?âthat she had some kind of authority over me. It was a logistical mess. Who was supposed to be making the decisions for whom?
I went back to my drink. It had started to melt. It didnât taste as good that way.
Risa and Erin returned from the kitchen, halting the conversations because they were carrying food, which always had that effect. And the food was on fire. Chunks of meat and whatnot on sticks, on fire. Apparently it was supposed to be served that way. I didnât know if serving flaming food to alcohol-filled people was the best idea ever, but it certainly made a good spectacle.
After everyone who cared for some had been served with torched meat and fresh drinks, Erin came back to me. âSorry about that.â
âIs she all right?â
âShe seems to be, just washed off the blood and wrapped a bandage around her hand, but with Risa itâs always hard to tell. You know these law enforcement types. Canât show any pain unless youâre actually dead, and then, well, whatâs the point?â
He said that as though it were a bad thing.
âAh hell!â Samuel shouted,