Useless High Landers. If there is someone picking them off, theyâre doing us a favor.â
âThatâs a terrible thing to say,â Delia scolded her.
âOh, grow up.â
â If someoneâs doing something to these people,â said the Captain, âit is a crime, and they will be punished.â
âAye, as soon as you can figure out what is going on and who is doing it,â said Shaka, his voice nicely laced with derision.
And they were off. Suddenly the whole room was taken over with competing discussions concerning the uselessness of High Landers and the ineffectiveness of Runners. I folded my collection of sodden serviettes and put them on a table. I made my way through the crowd, sneaking up to my motherâs side. âWell done, Mother.â
âI thought so,â my mother responded without a trace of remorse. âItâs certainly more interesting than talking about the most fashionable length of skirts this season.â
She had a point there. I didnât know if Risa would appreciate my mother setting her guests at each otherâs throats, though.
âYou seem to be enjoying Erinâs company,â my mother said.
âYou seem to be enjoying the Captainâs,â I retorted sharply. Ooh, bad. Keep the tone even.
âYes, heâs interesting,â she answered, unmoved by my obvious disapproval. âI spend so much time talking to holders and traders, itâs nice to meet someone with a completely different perspective on things. Iâm sure you understand.â
The hell I did. I wasnât laughing coyly and flipping my hair at anyone. âWhat would Father say if he saw you flirting that way?â And why was I still talking? It had nothing to do with me.
Mother stared at me, surprised. Then she started laughing. Not the reaction Iâd been expecting. âMy dear sweet cloistered child! That wasnât flirting!â
I was not sweet, cloistered, or a child. âYou were fiddling with your hair,â I pointed out.
âYes, well, I wasnât trained out of my natural twitches, dear,â my mother said dryly. âUnlike some.â
Iâd never had any twitches. âIâm serious, Mother.â
âYes, dear, arenât you always.â
I had discovered that my mother was never short of a quick comeback. That could be annoying. âIt is not appropriate for you to be making up to another manââ
Mother rolled her eyes. âI was not making up to him, Lee. I was just talking to him, and enjoying it. We are people. People are meant to enjoy each otherâs attractions.â
âMother!â I couldnât believe what I was hearing.
âIâm not talking about sex, Lee.â
Gods. Struck speechless. I was not hearing this. Surely I wasnât too old to stick my fingers in my ears and hum? Surely.
âWhat is wrong with enjoying another personâs wit? Or the timber of their voice? Whatâs wrong with liking the knowledge that they enjoy your company, too?â
I tried again. âWhen youâre marriedââ
âYou swear your loyalty to one person. And your fidelity. It doesnât mean you canât enjoy the company of other people. And it doesnât mean we canât like being attractive to others. Else weâd all be wearing black.â She looked me up and down with blatant censure.
I wasnât wearing black. I was wearing a dark blue gown of simple, practical lines. It wasnât the most attractive gown I had, but it was warm. Iâd wanted something warm. âDonât start, Mother.â
âThat dressââ
âI like this dress.â
âItâs a lovely dress. For someone twice your years.â
So? I hadnât noticed a real difference in the fashion of young girls and mature women, moreâs the pity. âItâs fine.â
âIt does nothing for your complexion or your