year.â I lean down to touch her face, but she turns in toward Mrs. Murrayâs leg, so I let her be. Last summer sheâd just barely turned one, so Iâm sure she really doesnât remember me at all.
Mrs. Murray backs into the house with Lucy still attached to her knee and says, âLetâs pack a bag for yâall, with snacks and such, right? And, Ivy, tell me about your mama, honey. Your daddyâs doing a roof for Mr. Dolan and told him your mama went away for the summer?â
Which I guess means itâs public, Mamaâs taking off. I mean if Abby and Kimmy know, and Mr. Dolan and Mrs. Murray know, and Daddyâs talking about it as if Mamaâs taken off to Paris for a holiday or something, then it must be public.
âShe did. I mean, I guess she did. We donât reallyknow exactly how long sheâll be gone, I guess.â I donât know what else to say, unless I go into the part about my granddaddyâs church burning down and Mamaâs freaking out and the six days in bed and all. Right now just doesnât seem the time.
So instead I say, âSheâs at church.â Which sounds really funny, since normally if you go to church, you would go for, like, an hour or two. Not for a whole summer.
âWell. Iâll bet youâre going to miss her, huh?â Mrs. Murray says, and I just nod, because a knot of tears suddenly sticks in the back of my throat and makes it so I canât talk.
Yes, I think. Yes, Iâm going to miss her .
I guess thatâs what Iâve been trying to tell Daddy since she left. And, now that I think of it, ever since the fires in the spring. The fires that left behind black trees and charcoaly rubble and some sort of hole in my mamaâs heart. Yes. I just plain miss Mama.
I lean up against the counter next to Mrs. Murray and the snacks and the apple juice, and I think about my mama in our kitchenâhow sheâs always been there every day of my whole entire life and now sheâs not.
And then I help Mrs. Murray bag up the little crackers and chunks of pear without saying another word. She fillsthe sippy cups, grabs a stack of clean, dry clothesâjust in caseâand helps me shove everything into my pack. When weâre all set, she grabs Lucy and I grab Devon and we step back outside and plop them in their double stroller, which is the size, I promise you, of a small train.
âKisses, little Luce,â Mrs. Murray says to Lucy, and then plants a kiss on the top of Lucyâs head. âKisses, Devon-bo-beven,â she says to Devon, with the same kiss for him.
âAnd thank you, Ivy,â she says to me. âYouâre an angel.â And I know she doesnât mean it in a churchy or mysterious way at all. She just means Iâm helping out.
East Loomer Park is kind of fancy. It wasnât when I was little, but a couple of years ago there was some big pile of money from an election or something, and now itâs all city-slickered up. Thatâs what Daddy calls itâcity-slickered up, and fancy. Itâs where all of Loomer goes when the mayor gives a speech or someoneâs hosting a fund-raiser or a family wants to have a big birthday party with a bouncy house.
There is a red stone track around the pond for people to jog on, and thereâre two playgroundsâone for babies and one for big kidsâwith brand-new, bright-coloredplastic equipment. And thereâs a dog park and a few gardens and a whole bunch of other stuff.
âDo ya want me to push you guys high?â I ask Lucy and Devon as we come up on the swings.
âNo,â says Lucy.
âDo ya want to play in the sand?â I ask when we get to the dinosaur dig.
âNo,â says Devon.
âDo ya want a snack?â I ask at Picnic Hill, with its tables and shade trees and thick green grass.
âNo snack at all,â Lucy says, and even though Iâm getting a little tired of them