Connorâs, and from the back, with their broad shoulders and height, they could be mistaken for each other. But John does not share Connorâs easy smile. He often looks sad, I think, when he doesnât know heâs being watched.
Johnâs was the first face I saw on English soil, waiting with my cousins the day we docked in Bristol. Heâd carried my ancient blue trunk, weathered almost to whiteness, to the waiting carriage.
Now I feel his eyes on my exposed throat, and I am sure Iâm blushing. âMy lord, my lady,â he murmurs. George nods a response. Heâs adjusting better than I am, learning to treat the servants, as Grace instructed, like part of the furniture.
Georgeâs hand is tight on my arm as we reach the stairsâheâs more nervous than heâs letting on.
âI may need to use that arm again after tonight,â I say.
âIâm sorry,â he replies. âItâs justâare you actually looking forward to this?â
âThis is our introduction to society,â I say. âThink of it like branding cattle. A sharp pain, then we belong.â
âAnd then to the slaughterhouse?â says George.
From below come the silvery sounds of the hired strings, and the low swell of voices. âThey canât scare us, George,â I say.
âCanât they?â
âWe may not be as fine,â I say. âBut weâre far richer.â
We stifle our laughter as we walk down the stairs, and I try my best not to tangle my feet in my dress. The butler, Carrick, is waiting at the doors to the ballroom. Cousin Henry Campion, Graceâs older brother, limps from the drawing room to the bottom of the stairs, smartly dressed in his dragoonâs uniform. Until we were identified as Randolphs by Crowne & Crowne, the familyâs lawyers, he was custodian to Walthingham, and since our arrival heâs welcomed us with great kindness. I havenât dared ask about his wound, but Elsie tells me he got it fighting in France, and that he nearly lost the leg to infection.
âThe young lord and lady are ready for their audience, I see,â he says. âKatherine, you look beautiful tonight! Mr. Carrick, if you wouldnât mind.â
Georgeâs grip tightens on my arm again as the butler swings open the doors. His voice rings across the room beyond. âLadies and gentlemen! Lord George and Lady Katherine Randolph!â
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CHAPTER 2
âY OU WERE RAISED on a farm, they say. Was it dreadfully messy?â The woman in yellow lace grimaces.
âThere was a fair amount of dirt,â I reply.
âBut surely you knew all the time that your place was elsewhere. You must have felt it. The blood will out, as they say.â
âI was too busy, perhaps, to notice it.â
âBut itâs all very romantic, is it not?â
I think the romance would have worn off for Lady Flint after a single winter on our tiny farmstead, but I laugh politely all the same.
The conversation bubbles on, and I look for George across the expanse of the ballroom. I wonder if he has told the story as many times as I have. Of our parentsâ deaths five years before, our simple life under the kindness of our guardians, Edward and Lila, and the lawyerâs visit that changed everything.
Iâve met so many people; their faces and titles are a blur. Several are men from Cousin Henryâs regiment; others are local landowners and their wives and children. Everyone seems to know each other, which makes sense: George and I are the strangers here.
âIt must have been such a shock,â says Lord Flint, âliving in some dusty shack one moment, and now this.â He throws a meaty hand around to indicate our present surroundings.
It wasnât quite a shack , I almost say, but then I suppose, to these people, it probably would be. Over our heads, candles reflect off glittering chandeliers, and the guests move below in a