The Forever Broken (Broken #3) Read Free

Quinn, which makes me feel even more shitty
about what I’m doing.
    How Quinn and me happened was a surprise for me and I
just rolled with it. We were watching a movie at his place and there was a
couple of guys getting it on on the screen. When I looked over at him he
appeared unaffected by it. If anything, the huff that left him would indicate
boredom so I questioned him on it. He told me it was unrealistic and that he
hated how easy it was made to be in films for a virgin gay guy to be that
confident in approaching another guy.
    I’d been bold and asked if he was a virgin. He blushed
and chucked popcorn at me, telling me to mind my own business.
     Quinn had always been comfortable about being gay so
knowing he had these insecurities was an eye-opener. I guess you never really
know what’s happening in someone’s head.
    “I just want it to be easier the first time, get it over
with and build my confidence, you know?” he’d said, then blushed again and told
me to fuck off when I grinned. “God, I forgot who I was talking to for a
minute, you’ve had more sex than this entire household I bet,” he had jibed.
    Laughing out loud, I grabbed the next popcorn missile mid-air
and shoved it in my mouth. “The way your parents go at it, I doubt it,” I’d
quipped back, making his nose scrunch up. “You just need to find someone you
trust,” I told him. He moved from his seat to mine and looked around the room
to make sure there wasn’t some mystical person listening in on our
conversation.
    “I did it with a girl once.”
    I choked on my popcorn and had a coughing fit at his
disclosure. He’d grabbed my soda and forced it into my mouth growling, “It’s
not that surprising.”
    Then we both cracked up laughing. Quinn wasn’t camp in
anyway. If you didn’t know him, you wouldn’t know straightaway that he was gay.
But we’d known since he was about ten so hearing that he’d been with a woman
was that shocking. 
    “You know Kelly, well we got really drunk and she said
that I couldn’t be one hundred percent sure if I’d never been with a woman.” He
shrugged.
    “Dude, she just wanted in your pants and you fell for
it.” I nudged him.
    “No way, she was a virgin too, and for the record I love
women but their Va-Jay does nothing for me.”
    “Va-Jay?” I laughed. “You mean pussy?”
    “Eww, but yeah, that.”
    “I’ve been with a man,” I told him. He told me I was
lying about ten times before he demanded I tell him when, how and who.
    “It was a three-way.” I grinned like a Cheshire cat.
    Punching me in the arm he said it doesn’t count and
that’s not being with a man.
    “How not? He fucked her and I fucked him at the same
time.”
    “No fucking way?”
    “Oh, now it counts?” I smirked. He made me tell him every
detail, leaving out the fact Jodi Twin Peaks was the only reason I was actually
there. I don’t remember how I even ended up topping them both.
    After I’d gone over every detail we were both left horny
as fuck and when he made a move on me I didn’t want to reject him and scar him
so I went with it, and it was nice that I could be that person for him. I
didn’t expect it to continue from there but he was a horny fucker - and so was
I.
    “Quinn, honey, do you need fed?” Mom asks, knocking at my
door.
    I push Quinn away from me and jump to my feet.
    “I’m fine, thank you. I need to get back to class,” he
shouts out, frowning at me.
    “Okay, sweetie.”
    He stands and glares at me. “Seriously would it be that
dramatic if she knew about us?”
    What the hell? Does he want to tell people about us?
    “I just don’t think we should let the whole family in on
us having some fun, that’s all.” I shrug, regretting my words as soon as they
leave my mouth.
    “Fun? I think we’ve moved past just a bit of fun, Blay. If
you don’t want something more, then I don’t think we should be doing this
anymore.”
    “I didn’t plan this,” I answer but I sound defensive.