still here feed us back again.â
âYes. Just what I need.â Emily sat next to her.
âIn Victoria tooânice places?â
What would Lulu think of the new Provincial Parliament Building, all domes and arches plunked down on what was once forest? Every inch was stone. Not a scrap of wood on it. And what about carriages, rickshaws, bicycles, streetcars with clanging bells? Businessmen in top hats on horseback? Cattle herded through town to Goodacreâs foul-smelling slaughterhouse? Derelict hulks stuck in mud along the waterfront? Saloons on every block? Chinese opium dens?
âDifferent.â
âDoes the Songhees lady wash your clothes now?â
âNo. I do it myself. So do my sisters.â
âHow many people you live with?â
âNo one.â
âNot your family?â
âMy sisters live in Victoria. I live in Vancouver. Itâs sixty miles away from Victoria, on the mainland.â
Lulu scowled. âNo one live with you?â
âA bird. He keeps me from being lonely,â she said to answer Luluâs puzzlement, but how much could a bird do? The irony of itâshe had four sisters, yet loneliness still gouged deep.
âI like the way you live, though. Many families together. Nobody lonely. Nobody an outsider.â
âYes,â Lulu said, an exhalation more than speech. She was bending shreds of cedar bark to break their stiffness.
âThat smells nice. What are you making?â
âDiapers for my sisterâs baby. And for hisyuu. I pound it. It get real soft.â
âHisyuu?â
âWhen we feel the call of the moon and go to a womanâs hut.â
Emily gulped. âYou mean a little house where you just sit?â
âNo. Not just sit. The old women teach us things.â
âYou stay there the whole time?â
âWe canât do things some times.â
âLike what?â
âFishing season we canât step across streams or walk in the sea. Salmon get mad.â
Luluâs solemn, unblinking eyes told her she believed in fish fury. A concept so curious, yet so appealingâfish and people interacting. Salmon in a quivering silver frenzy, leaping harum-scarum, tails flapping, eyes bulging, on the verge of speech.
âOur time to hear birds and breezes. Feel day and night. The blood go into hisyuu. We burn it there. Ashes go back into earth. Hishuk tsâawaak. â
âWhatâs that mean?â
âEverything is one.â
She mulled over the idea, and wrote it on her drawing pad.
âYour English is so much better now.â
âI learn at the cannery in Ucluelet. English, Chinese, Japanese. Allwords together at the cutting table.â Lulu giggled, and her hands flew in circles near her ears. âBut Chinook everybody understand. We talk and talk.â
âWhat did you do on those call-of-the-moon days when you worked at the cannery?â
Maybe that was too personal. Luluâs face clouded and she stopped bending the bark.
âSometimes, I went to work. One time I stayed in the hut. When I went back to work, a Chinese girl was in my place. So I donât work there more.â
âIâm sorry.â
Some dark thought pulled in Luluâs lips. âWhat do Nuuâchahânulth women in Victoria those times?â
Emily shook her head and said softly, âI donât know.â
Anguish threaded Luluâs voice. âI know itâs not Christian, the womanâs huts. I told you because you knew, no missionaries, and you came. No one here is Christian same as white people. When the missionaries go, no one does the Our Father prayer. Donât tell the mission ladies.â
âNo, Lulu. I wonât. It doesnât matter.â
But something else did. She had to find that hut again.
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In the afternoon she walked behind the village in the tangle of salal bushes edging the forest to search for it. Stalwart