from a world she didn't fit into. She lived deeply in the stories she read; caught up in the pages of a book, she became an adventuress, an explorer, a warrior, an object of adoration.
And ironically, her many failures at Miss Boylan's had endeared her to some of the other young women. There, she'd made friends she would cherish all her life. The masters at the school had long given up on Lucy, which gave her vast stretches of free time. While others were learning the proper use of salt cellars and fish forks, Lucy had discovered the cause that would direct and give meaning to her life—the cause of equal rights for women.
She certainly didn't need a man for that.
"We stray too far from the virtues our church founders commanded us to preserve and uphold," boomed the Reverend Moody, intruding into Lucy's thoughts. She stifled a surge of annoyance at the preacher's words and pressed her teeth down on her tongue. She mustn't speak out; she'd promised. "The task is ours to embrace tradition..."
Lucy had a secret. Deep in the darkest, loneliest corner of her heart, she yearned to know what it was like to have a man look at her the way men looked at her friend Deborah Sinclair, who was as golden and radiant as an angel. She wanted to know what it was like to laugh and flirt with careless abandon, as Deborah's maid, Kathleen O'Leary, was wont to do belowstairs with tradesmen and footmen. She wanted to know what it was like to be certain, with every fiber of her being, that her sole purpose in life was to make a spectacular marriage, the way Phoebe Palmer knew it.
She wanted to know what it would be like to lean her head on a man's solid shoulder, to feel those large, capable hands on her—
Exasperated with herself, she tried to focus on the mind-numbing lecture. "Consider the teachings of St. Sylvius," the preacher said, "who taught that
'Woman is the gate of the devil, the path of wickedness, the sting of the serpent,
in a word a perilous object.' And yet, my friends, it has been proposed that in some congregations women be allowed to hold office. Imagine, a perilous object
holding office in church—"
"Oh, for Pete's sake." Lucy shot up as if her chair had suddenly caught fire. Moody stopped. "Is there some discussion, Miss Hathaway?"
Unable to suppress her opinions any longer, she girded herself for battle. She'd promised Miss Boylan she wouldn't make waves, but he'd pushed her too far. She gripped the back of the empty chair in front of her. "As a matter of fact, we might discuss why our beliefs are dictated by men like St. Sylvius, who kept paramours under the age of fourteen and sired children concurrently with three different women."
Scandalized gasps and a few titters swept through the audience. Lucy was accustomed to being ridiculed and often told herself that all visionaries were misunderstood. Still, that didn't take the sting out of it.
"How do you know that?" a man in the front row demanded.
Well-practiced in the art of airing unpopular views, she stated, "I read it in a book."
"I'd wager you just made it up," Higgins accused, muttering under his breath.
She swung to face him, her bustle knocking against the row of chairs in front of her. Someone snickered, but she ignored the derisive sound. "Are you opposed to women having ideas of their own, Mr. Higgins?"
Half his mouth curved upward in a smile of wicked insolence. He was enjoying this, damn his emerald-green eyes. "So long as those ideas revolve around hearth and home and family, I applaud them. A woman should take pride in her femininity rather than pretend to be the crude equal of a man."
"Hear, hear," several voices called approvingly.
"That's a tired argument," she snapped. "A husband and children do not necessarily constitute the sum total of a woman's life, no matter how convenient the arrangement is for a man.""
"I reckon I can guess your opinion of men," he said, aiming a bold wink at her. "But don't you like children, Miss