the plate. Didnât mean she had to eat it.
âIâll help you. Come on, letâs find a quiet corner.â
He scooped up two sets of cutlery, put them in his top pocket, snagged a couple of glasses of wine off a passing waiter and shepherded her across the floor and back out to the courtyard.
âOK out here, or is it too cold for you in that dress?â
âItâs lovely. Itâs a bit warm in there.â
âRight. Here, look, thereâs a bench.â
He steered her towards it, handed her a glass and sat back, one ankle on the other knee and the plate balanced on his hand while he attacked the food with his fork.
Heâd always eaten like that, but that was medicine for you, eating on the run. Maybe he thought they should get it over with and then he could slide off and drink with the boys. Well, if the truth be told he didnât have to hang around for her.
âYouâre not eating.â
âIâm too busy wondering why you donât have chronic indigestion, the speed youâre shovelling that down.â
He gave a short chuckle. âSorry. Force of habit. And I was starving.â He put the plate down for a moment and picked up his glass. âSo, how are you, really?â
Really? She hesitated, the fork halfway to her mouth. Did he honestly want to know? Probably not.
âIâm fine.â
âHowâs the job?â
âOK. I like it. As with any job it has its ups and downs. Mostly ups. The hospitalâs a good place to work.â
âYes, so Ben says.â He stared pensively down into his glass, swirling it slowly. âYou didnât have to leave London, you know. We were never going to bump into each other at different hospitals.â
No? She wasnât sureânot sure enough, at least, that sheâd felt comfortable staying there. Up here, sheâd been able to relaxâuntil Ben had arrived. Ever since then sheâd been waiting for Matt to turn up unexpectedly on the ward to visit his brother, and the monoamniotic twins theyâd delivered last night had been something heâd taken a special interest in, so once Melanie Grieves had been admitted, sheâd been on tenterhooks all the time. Waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Well, now it had, and it was every bit as bad as sheâd expected.
âI like it here, it was a good move for me,â she said, and then changed the subject firmly. âWhoâs Jenny Wainwright?â
He laughed, a soft, warm chuckle that told her a funny story was coming. âBenâs first girlfriend. We were thirteen or so. Theyâd been dating for weeks, and she wouldnât let him kiss her, so I talked him into letting me take his place on the next date, to see if I had more luck.â
âAnd did you?â
His mouth twisted into a wry smile. âNo. Not that time. I did about two years later, though, at a party, andshe told me he kissed better, so I went and practised on someone else.â
She laughed, as heâd wanted her to, but all she could think was that whoever heâd practised on had taught him well. She ought to thank herâexcept of course he wasnât hers to kiss any more. Regret swamped her, and as she looked across and met his eyes, she saw tenderness in them and a gentle, puzzled sadness. âIâve missed you,â he said softly, and she gulped down a sudden, convulsive little sob.
âIâve missed you, too,â she admitted, her voice unsteady.
He stared at her searchingly, then glanced down. âAre you all done with that food?â
Food? She looked at her plate. Sheâd eaten far more than sheâd thought she would, to her surprise, and she was feeling much better. âYes. Do you want the rest?â
âNo, Iâm fine, but Iâm supposed to be entertaining you, so letâs go and dance.â
Out of duty? Or because he wanted to? She hesitated for a second, then stood up,