the hug briefly and straightened up, easing away. âIâm fine.â
âWell, you donât look fine,â Laura said, her eyes narrowing. âAre you sick? Youâre awfully pale.â
âIâm just tired. Itâs been a busy week. Iâd better go.â
She left them, letting out a soft sigh as she walked away. Sheâd never told them about Matt, and sheâd asked Daisy not to discuss it. The fewer people at the wedding who knew they had history, the better. It was hard enough facing his mother, whoâd given her a swift, gentle hug and patted her back as if she was soothing a child.
Sheâd nearly cried. Sheâd loved Liz. Sheâd been endlessly kind to her, incredibly welcoming, and she hadnât seen her sinceâ
âAmy, weâre going toâ Gosh, sweetheart, are you all right?â
Daisyâs face was puckered with concern, and Amy rolled her eyes.
âDaisy, donât fuss, Iâm just tired. We didnât go to bedtill nearly one and the cat was walking all over me all night. And weâve been up for hours, if you remember.â
âI know. I justââ
âIâm fine,â she said firmly. âMatt said youâre going to cut the cake.â
âWe are. Amy, are you sure you can do this? If you want to leaveââ
âI donât want to leave! Itâs your wedding! Go and cut the cake, and we can have champagne and cake and dancing and itâll be wonderful. Now shoo.â
Amy turned her round and pushed her towards her husband, who held his hand out to her and drew her into his arms for yet another kiss.
âThey do seem genuinely happy together.â
She froze. How had he crept up on her? She hadnât felt him approachingâmaybe because sheâd been so intensely aware of him all day that her senses were overloaded.
âThey are,â she said, her voice a little ragged. âTheyâre wonderful together.â
âSheâs very fond of you.â
âItâs mutual. Sheâs lovely. Sheâs been through a lot, and sheâs been a really good friend to me.â
âWhich is why youâre here, when youâd rather be almost anywhere else in the world.â
âSpeak for yourself.â
He gave a soft huff of laughter, teasing the hair on the back of her neck. âI was,â he answered, and despite the laugh, his voice had a hollow ring to it. âStill, needs must. Right, here we go. I think Benâs going to make a bit of a speech to welcome the evening guests before they cut the cake.â
He was still standing behind her, slightly to one side,and she could feel his breath against her bare shoulder, feel the warmth radiating from his big, solid body.
The temptation to lean back into himâto rest her head against his cheek, to feel him curve his hand round her hip and ease her closer as he would have done beforeânearly overwhelmed her. Instead, she stepped away slightly, pretending to shift so she could see them better, but in fact she could see perfectly well, and he must have realised that.
She heard him sigh, and for some crazy reason it made her feel sad. Crazy, because it had been him that had left her, walking away just when she needed him the most, so why on earth should she feel sad for him? So he was still alone, according to Ben. So what? So was she. There were worse things than being alone. At least it was safe.
âDaisy chose the music for our first dance,â Ben was saying, his smile wry. âIt has a special meaning for us. While weâre dancing, Iâd like you to imagine the moment we metâjust about thirty seconds after the kitchen ceiling and half a bath of water came down on my head.â
And with that, they cut the cake, the lights were dimmed and the band started playing âThe First Time Ever I Saw Your Faceâ.
There was a ripple of laughter and applause, but then they all