short and narrow, leading into a larger living room, passing a kitchen and the half-open door to the parentsâ bedroom on the way. I stand by the large Christmas star glowing on the windowsill, clear and red.
âWhat has he seen?â she asks.
âWhen you saw me down there, John, when we waved to each other â you were here, werenât you, standing by this window?â
âYes.â
âWhat is it that heâs seen?â
Amanda walks over and looks down to the yard below, gasps, and puts her hand to her mouth.
âOh my God.â
She asks John if heâs okay, if he can really talk to me.
âYes, I can.â
âOkay, Iâll just â¦â She composes herself. âIâll put the kettle on, I think. Would you like some tea, John?â
He shrugs. She walks away, unsteady.
I put my hands on my thighs and crouch down to see the world down there, as he must have seen it. Even from here you get a good view of the yard, where Mauritzon is in the process of carefully removing the dead manâs shoes.
More people are now moving around close to the body â and judging by Mauritzonâs body language, this has done nothing for her mood.
âYou smell,â the boy says.
âDo I?â
âYou smell of sick.â
âItâs my coat. We policemen meet a lot of people who are sick, and you donât always manage to get out of the way in time.â
âBut your eyes?â The boy squints, suspicious. âTheyâre red.â
âI havenât slept for a long time.â
John contemplates the truth of this statement before apparently letting it go.
âSomeone is lying down, down there.â
âYes.â I straighten up again. âYes, thatâs right.â
âHeâs dead, isnât he?â
âYes.â
I look for something to sit on, and find a large leather armchair next to a low glass table. I perch on one of the wide armrests, and at that moment John coughs â a violent, hoarse cough. His lungs gurgle like a blocked drain, and he grimaces with pain, and goes red in the face.
Amanda seems to have forgotten why she went out to the kitchen, or else she changed her mind on the way. She returns with a glass of water, puts it on the table, and sits on the sofa, pulling a blanket over her legs.
âI would like to be present.â
âOh, naturally.â I look over at the window. âYou saw me down there, John. Thatâs right, isnât it?â
âYes.â
âHow long were you standing there?â
The boy folds his arms.
âA while. Not that long.â
âCan you tell me what you saw when you came to the window? What was happening down there?â
âNothing.â
âThere was no one there?â
He shakes his head.
âBut then someone came.â
âWhen?â
John coughs again, but not as violently this time.
âYouâre asking me to tell the time, but I havenât learnt that yet.â
âThatâs right. Iâm asking about time.â I hesitate. âDonât worry about it. Who came into the backyard?â
âA guy. The one whoâs lying there now.â
âHow do you know it was him?â
âBecause thatâs what I think.â
I stifle a tut. Kids.
âWas he alone?â
âYes.â
âThen what happened?â I ask.
âI donât really know. I had to go to the toilet, and when I came back he was lying where he is now.â
âWas he still alone?â
âNo. Someone was standing next to him, looking in his bag.â
âCan you describe what he looked like?â
John pauses.
âBlack clothes.â
âWas he tall or short?â
John looks me up and down.
âAbout the same as you.â
âWhat colour was his hair? Could you see?â
âNo, he had a hat.â
âDid he have a hat you can pull down over your face?â
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Kelly Crigger, Zak Bagans