physically more adept than his older brother. Even though he was more than two years his junior. As usual, it was the older brother who was now hesitant and fearful, eyeing the gushing water with trepidation. He couldn’t believe his crazy younger brother wanted him to jump in there . ‘Josh, there’s no –’ Insects . No. Davey definitely wasn’t going in there. But as usual Joshua persisted. On his knees, pleading and begging his older brother. And – as usual – David relented. Joshua wasn’t sure if it was because Davey didn’t want to appear cowardly or if he just couldn’t resist the potential adventure of the floodwaters. Whatever the case he was glad to be able to share the adventure with his older brother. His best friend. They stood next to each other. ‘Okay, on the count of three.’ David nodded but Josh could see he was worried. ‘Hey, it’s gonna be fine. Ya hear?’ David nodded, unconvinced. ‘Okay. One ... two ... three!’ The boys jumped. Immediately things went wrong. The rough contours of the creek bed had created a powerful eddy in the water. This was where David jumped in. He was immediately sucked under. When he surfaced again Josh could see that he had inhaled a lung-full of the muddy water and was choking. There was panic all over his face. Instead of trying to swim, he was floundering ineffectually. Hitting the roaring water with open palms. While the river continued to suck him under and spew him out again. He was swallowing lots of water. And he was drowning. Like a fish on dry land. The ridiculous thought flashed through Josh’s mind as he swam with powerful measured strokes towards his brother. ‘David! David! Grab my hand. David!’ Josh tried to reach for his brother but failed. He could see that Davey was sinking below the surface. Completely at the mercy of the current. Oh Jesus please don’t let him die. Please oh Jesus! And then another crazy thought – even as his mind was focused like the sharp point of a hunting knife; focused on saving his brother. The huge terrifying thought. Mom is going to kill me. And then. Just like that. It was over. The current had steered his brother onto a little promontory of land where the slope was less steep. After floundering like a dying fish for an eternity his brother’s kicking feet had found land and he simply walked – almost calmly – out of the rushing stream. It was a ridiculous anti-climax. Josh exited the stream and went to sit next to his brother. He could see Davey was badly shaken. ‘Are you okay, bro?’ Josh felt like – Insects ! There were no insects! Joshua whirled around. The duffel bag plopping against his back. He stared in bewilderment at the river that flowed past the little hamlet of Bishop. Then at the river bank and the surrounding scene. There were no insects! Joshua remained perfectly still. He listened carefully cocking his ear this way and that. Nothing! There was only the sound of rushing water. In the seven or so days since he had been sleeping outside he had become intimately acquainted with the countryside’s insect life. He had become accustomed to the subtle rhythms and moods of the bush veldt; knew which of its residents came alive at which times of the day. He had learned to read the insect sounds. Tracing slight variations in light and temperature in the constant symphony of insect sounds. He didn’t know what their names were or even what they looked like. But he knew the sounds they made. And right now there was nothing. In the short life that Joshua had lived he had learned to be observant. It was a skill further sharpened by Davey – his brother who was aspiring to be an aspirant writer – who had taught his brother the value of quiet observation. Taught him how much you could learn from shutting up and just watching and listening. Since then Joshua had honed it to a fine art. It had served him well especially in the rough cruel world of – Joshua scanned the