developed a sense of happy endings as Maggie does. Otherwiseâ¦â
âOtherwise?â prompted Dr. McQuist.
âOtherwise we wouldnât be here, spending time and money we donât really have to spare,â Michael snapped. The ice man was back. I glanced over at Michael, but he stared resolutely ahead. The warm, relaxed man I had married kept disappearing into someone aloof and detached. Some days I felt as if our marriage had turned into a businesslike partnership of convenience. I wanted to wave my hand, asking Teach for permission to speak, but she was refusing to catch my eye.
âMichael,â she began again, âyou mentioned that things keep coming back up from those issues last year. Why donât you tell Maggie what those things are? Just forget Iâm here.â
I could see Michael sizing up Dr. McQuist and the situation. This seemed gimmicky to him, I was willing to bet. On the other hand, this therapy had been his idea, he had scrupulously researched Dr. McQuist, and she had a number of very happy, unexpectedly effusive references among our own extended circle of pals. Straight, gay, happy, miserable, in transition, new relationships or old ones, everyone loved Dr. McQuist. That alone made me suspicious. But Michael was a careful consumer and he liked consensus. Plus, we were paying for the hour, so not giving her a chance felt like getting the plumber out to the house and then not inviting him to unclog the sink.
âOkay,â he said. âJust tell her ?â
âRight,â said Dr. McQuist. âTalk to Maggie.â
He settled back into the arm of the couch and faced me.
âAfter your shenanigans last year, I thought we had an agreement.â
âWe did,â I said. âWe do.â
âNo interruptions,â said Dr. McQuist. âListen to what Michael is saying.â
âOkay, okay,â I said meekly. âSorry.â
Michael turned to look at Dr. McQuist with something like wonder and admiration.
âThank you,â he said politely.
âOur agreement was, firstâ¦.â He raised a finger. âNo more affairs. Not ever, ever. Ever. Second, youâve taken on a full-time job, and youâre stillâunless I missed somethingâa wife and mom, so no more investigating, no more poking your nose where it doesnât belong. Justâoh, Christâcut us some slack. Enjoy what youâve got.â
He sat back.
âMay I speak?â I asked Dr. McQuist.
âPlease.â
âMichael, I donât know how many ways to say it. The affair was a dumb, dumb, stupid mistake. You donât have to worry it will ever happen again. Second, youâre jumping to conclusions about this Death Row story. Youâre right, Iâve got a day job. And I like that job. Iâm willing to go listen to the death-appeal mommies because Iâve done a story on them once, and maybe thereâs a follow-up.â
âLiar, liar, liar,â said Michael.
âIâm sorry,â Dr. McQuist said, âwe have to end now.â
CHAPTER 2
A side from a childhood fascination with Susan Haywardâs over-the-top performance in I Want to Live! , Iâd never given much thought to the people who occupy Death Row. At the office, before I left to meet Eleanor and her Gasworks pal with the âinnocentâ client, I Googled up a little info.
The condemned make up quite a crowd in our country. There are 3,565 of them in the United States: 3,517 men and forty-eight women. Many are mentally ill; some have IQs that would make great golf scores but are lousy intellectual equipment for life. Some are just plain wicked. Most are guiltyâof one thing or another. But not every single one. Or at least thatâs what the movies would have you believeâand according to Eleanor, one of the innocent was represented by a Gasworks member.
I rang the doorbell at Eleanorâs just before noon. The spring