whatever. Not interested in the first, I have to hope I can be talented enough for the second.
She finishes braiding my hair into an elaborate style that makes me look as though I have horns. She dresses me in sapphire velvet. None of it disguises what I am: human.
âI put in three knots for luck,â the little faerie says, not unkindly.
I sigh as she scuttles toward the door, getting up from my dressing table to sprawl facedown on my tapestry-covered bed. I am used to having servants attend to me. Imps and hobs, goblins and grigs. Gossamer wings and green nails, horns and fangs. I have been in Faerie for ten years. None of it seems all that strange anymore. Here, I am the strange one, with my blunt fingers, round ears, and mayfly life.
Ten years is a long time for a human.
After Madoc stole us from the human world, he brought us to his estates on Insmire, the Isle of Might, where the High King of Elfhame keeps his stronghold. There, Madoc raised usâme and Vivienne and Tarynâout of an obligation of honor. Even though Taryn and I are the evidence of Momâs betrayal, by the customs of Faerie, weâre his wifeâs kids, so weâre his problem.
As the High Kingâs general, Madoc was away often, fighting for the crown. We were well cared for nonetheless. We slept on mattresses stuffed with the soft seed-heads of dandelions. Madoc personally instructed us in the art of fighting with the cutlass and dagger, the falchion and our fists. He played Nine Menâs Morris, Fidchell, and Fox and Geese with us before a fire. He let us sit on his knee and eat off his plate.
Many nights I drifted off to sleep to his rumbling voice reading from a book of battle strategy. And despite myself, despite what heâd done and what he was, I came to love him. I do love him.
Itâs just not a comfortable kind of love.
âNice braids,â Taryn says, rushing into my room. Sheâs dressed in crimson velvet. Her hair is looseâlong chestnut curls that fly behind her like a capelet, a few strands braided with gleaming silver thread. She hops onto the bed beside me, disarranging my small pile of threadbare stuffed animalsâa koala, a snake, a black catâall beloved of my seven-year-old self. I cannot bear to throw out any of my relics.
I sit up to take a self-conscious look in the mirror. âI like them.â
âIâm having a premonition,â Taryn says, surprising me. âWeâre going to have fun tonight.â
âFun?â Iâd been imagining myself frowning at the crowd from our usual bolt-hole and worrying over whether Iâd do well enough in the tournament to impress one of the royal family into granting me knighthood. Just thinking about it makes me fidgety, yet I think about it constantly. My thumb brushes over the missing tip of my ring finger, my nervous tic.
âYes,â she says, poking me in the side.
âHey! Ow!â I scoot out of range. âWhat exactly does this plan entail?â Mostly, when we go to Court, we hide ourselves away. Weâve watched some very interesting things, but from a distance.
She throws up her hands. âWhat do you mean, what does fun entail? Itâs fun!â
I laugh a little nervously. âYou have no idea, either, do you? Fine. Letâs go see if you have a gift for prophecy.â
We are getting older and things are changing. We are changing. And as eager as I am for it, I am also afraid.
Taryn pushes herself off my bed and holds out her arm, as though sheâs my escort for a dance. I allow myself to be guided from the room, my hand going automatically to assure myself that my knife is still strapped to my hip.
The interior of Madocâs house is whitewashed plaster and massive, rough-cut wooden beams. The glass panes in the windows are stained gray as trapped smoke, making the light strange. As Taryn and I go down the spiral stairs, I spot Vivi hiding in a little balcony,