on.â
Sandy didnât have the strength to argue. Shame had sapped her normal spunkiness.
âIâm going outside,â she said.
âGo ahead,â her mother replied. âItâs not a good time for us to talk. Iâm as upset as you are and need some time to think before your father comes home. Iâm disappointed in you, but I donât want you to take the brunt of his reaction.â
Sandy went into the backyard. Most of the leaves had fallen from the trees. Her brothers had raked them into the compost pile at the rear of their property. The grass was a rich green following the fall dose of fertilizer.
Sandy opened the tiny door to the playhouse and crawled inside. She leaned against the bare counter that had served as a make-believe stove, sink, and changing table. A young girlâs imagination can be as strong as her childhood reality. Sandy pulled her knees up to her chin and closed her eyes. When she opened them, nothing had changed. She felt trapped. Imagination had lost its magic. Her present reality left no room for pretending.
She was still pregnant.
TWO
C oach Cochran came by the office today to increase his life insurance policy,â Bob Lincoln said as they sat around the supper table. âDid you know his wife is pregnant again?â
âNo,â Julie replied.
Sandy kept her eyes focused on the lasagna on her plate. Sheâd nibbled around the edges but wasnât hungry. Her mother often prepared meals from scratch, but this supper had gone directly from the freezer into the oven and then to the table.
âHeâs not going to give up till he gets a boy,â her father said. âOne more girl and heâll have enough for a basketball team. Iâm going to talk to some guys in the booster club and see if we canât scare up some extra cash for him by the end of the season. Itâd be a shame to lose him to a big-city school over a few bucks. Heâs doing a great job.â
âThe players like him,â Sandy offered in a soft voice.
âAnd they play their hearts out for him,â her father replied. He took a quick sip of sweet tea and leaned forward. âDo you know what else Coach Cochran told me?â
Not waiting for anyone to guess, her father clapped his hands together.
âHe believes Brad Donnelly is a bona fide Division I prospect at wide receiver! Cochran has been getting calls from coaches at a few SEC schools.â Sandyâs father raised his hands as if signaling a touchdown. âIncluding Auburn. War Eagle! Sandy, if Brad gets a scholarship offer, you could go to Auburn and try out for the cheerleading squad. Iâm not trying to pressure you, but wouldnât it be a blast if Brad made the team and you were on the sidelines? Cheerleading in college is a huge commitment, and your studies would have to come first, but being part of that would be something youâd be proud of for the rest of your life.â
âWould we get to go to the home games?â Ben asked.
âEvery single one of them,â his father answered. âAnd we might go to a few away games too. The whole thing got me as excited as a kid.â
âYour lasagna is getting cold,â Julie said.
Sandyâs father looked down as if suddenly discovering there was food on his plate. He took a big bite.
âThis is great, honey,â he said, his mouth partially full. âBetter than what they serve at Mama Rosarioâs.â
After supper, Sandy helped her mother put the dishes in the dishwasher. The two women worked in silence. The males in the family went into the den to watch TV for a few minutes before the boys did their homework.
âWhen are we going to tell him?â Sandy whispered as she rinsed Jackâs plate. âI sure didnât think about college all afternoon.â
âI did,â her mother replied. âBut not, of course, like your daddy. Itâs a forty-minute drive to the