it might be worth switching things up a bit, so I asked Becca to give goalie a try. The girlâs an absolute natural. Still rough around the edgesâshe doesnât know the ins and outs of goalkeeping yetâbut sheâs got great athleticism and instincts.â
Last night, Coach was so upset he couldnât talk. Now heâs having trouble slowing his words to a normal human rate.
âLook at her out there, Duncan,â he says, gesturing toward the field.
I had turned away from Becca to talk with Coach, but now I follow his hand back to the goal box. I hear another shout: âWatch out!â
Just then, a soccer ball shoots toward me. As I duck out of the way, another tidal wave of wooziness crashes into me and I stagger backward. Luckily, someone catches me.
âYou all right?â
The voice belongs to Ruth Middleton, the girl who drove me to the hospital the day before.
âFine,â I say, hoping I sound casual enough not to worry Coach.
âOh, my God. Iâm so sorry, Alyssa.â
My vision is blurry, and at first, I canât see the person whoâs apologizing. When my vision clears, none other than Becca Miller is standing over me. Framed by long, beautiful eyelashes, her blue eyes are showing what looks like deep concern. I feel like vomiting and not just because of the dizziness.
âI was trying to punt,â Becca says, âand Iâve never really done that before. As you can see, I need to work on my accuracy.â She smiles, and I notice her dimples for the first time. The dimples make me want to puke too.
âLike I said,â I tell her, âIâm fine.â
âYou sure, Duncan?â Itâs Coach whoâs talking now, but if I say any more words I really am going to barf.
âIâll take her home,â Ruth offers. Iâd forgotten she was there, but now I realize sheâs still propping me up. âAlyssa, you probably just need to lie down for a bit.â
âGood idea, Middleton. Thanks for the help.â
âYou got it, Coach,â she says. âItâs the least I can do.â Then she mutters, âOr maybe the most .â
Becca says sorry one more time as Ruth drags me away from the field.
When we finally reach the parking lot, I hear Coach yelling my name one more time. âDuncan! Hold up!â
Ruth and I wait for him to catch up to us. âYeah, Coach?â I say.
âYou mind helping Becca out these next couple weeks?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âWith her goalkeeping,â he says. âLike I said, sheâs still a little rough around the edges. Mind smoothing her out for me? Teaching her some real technique? You know what I meanâfootwork, tactics, that sort of stuff?â
I hear Ruth snicker behind me. âI guess so,â I say. âI mean, yeahâof course. Iâll do what I can.â
âThanks, Duncan. Oh and one more thing.â
âWhat is it, Coach?â
âI think your yellow jersey will fit Becca better than Erinâs. Make sure you get it to her before Fridayâs game, okay?â
âH ow you feeling?â Ruth asks me.
Iâm lying in the backseat of Ruthâs car as she drives me home. Itâs a big, old boat of a carâa Buick from way backâbut I still have to bend my knees to fit in it lengthwise. My headâs resting on the edge of one of the worn leather seats. Ruth adjusts the rearview mirror so she can keep an eye on me.
The combination of her question and her attentive eyes makes me think sheâs truly concerned. âPretty dizzy,â I admit. âAnd my head is pounding.â
âSorry to hear that,â she says. âBut thatâs not what I meant. How do you feel about losing your spot?â
The comment catches me off guard. Itâs almost like sheâs reading my mind. âItâs only for a couple weeks,â I say weakly.
For the first time, Ruthâs