reaching out and twisting the door handle. With a sharp pull the door swung open.
Eddie almost fell into the hallway.
I was somewhat surprised to see Macâs older brother: lifelong tormentor and now something new. Savior?
âMac, Iâve got a â¦â Eddie started then wisely stopped.
â⦠very small brain?â I offered.
He scowled as he processed my comment, which didnât improve his looks. It took nearly a minute before he spoke again. âNo, itâs mom. She wants Mac.â
I smiled. âOf course she does. Funny that she hasnât called. Usually there are upwards of six calls a day.â
Eddie floundered; his mouth flapped.
âOn your way, Eddie. We have a prior engagement.â
I closed the door. Mac leaned back on the hall wall. He had the good grace to look sheepish.
âI have no words!â I said, shaking my head.
âI bet you find some,â he replied.
âYou think now is the best time to get mouthy?â
The corners of his mouth turned up. âNo, maâam.â
âThatâs what I thought. We should get ready.â
I couldnât imagine Mac asking Eddie to save him. It defied reason. He held an intense dislike for his older brother.
Mac grinned. âAfter you.â
âI donât think so.â
I took his hand and we walked together into the living room.
I knew about his nervousness. I understood how badly he was affected by the knowledge that complete strangers had heard him rambling over a surveillance audio link about rainbow people, when heâd been doped, but this was a different situation. Glancing at the clock on the wall told me we had two hours before the car arrived.
I knew I would regret my words but it didnât stop me; it never stops me. âYou could do with a Valium.â Or a bottle of bourbon, or maybe both. Okay, bourbon was a bad idea; it is too easy to sniff it out on someoneâs breath. Maybe vodka. My sense of professionalism took over: even in my worst moments I would not turn up to such an event plastered. Weâd survived a hellish year. Taking the edge off tonight with a little yellow pill sounded good.
His arms tightened around me. âValium?â
âYep.â
âWhere did you get Valium?â
I replied, âThe doctor last week.â
âAre you okay?â
Of course, Iâm okay! Iâm always okay.
âYes, I am okay.â
âThen whatâs with the creepy smile?â
âWhatâs with the close, suffocating observations?â Instantly, I regretted being so sharp.
âDo you feel better?â he asked.
âNo, Iâm sorry. That was uncalled for.â I really was sorry. âI was just thinking about Aidan and the whole fundraising thing tonight at The Aquarium.â
âYou were planning his demise!â Mac accused with amusement.
âMaybe.â
âMaybeâs ass.âÂ
âHe swam with the fishes,â I said, without even trying to hide the satisfied smile on my face. The subject had successfully moved away from Valium.
Mac steered it back. âDoes this have anything to do with those nightmares?â
I smiled and kissed him. âIâm okay.â
I was okay, just so long as no more bodies turned up near me and I didnât think too much and no one ever publishes anything of mine ever again.
âDoes it?â
âIâve mentioned them, therefore I guess it does.â Nightmares. Flashbacks. Itâs all semantics and hardly worth quibbling over. I didnât believe that for a second but I tried. If I tried harder, it might even be plausible. I looked at the clock again. âWe have to get ready.â
Chapter Three
Bad Medicine
I stood in front of the bedroom mirror fussing with my hair.
âDid you get a call today from dad?â Mac asked from the bathroom.
Both our fathers were heavily involved in our Butterfly Foundation project. They both retired