tell him to get over it.
âI donât want to do this either.â That was the truest thing Iâd said all afternoon. You do what you have to do.
He looked up. âThen letâs not; letâs turn off the phone, lock the door and stay home.â
Thatâs not going to happen. âBarring our deaths, we have to attend.â
âDonât tempt me like that.â
âMac, weâre going, everything is going to be fine.â It was a white lie for a good cause.
He shook his head. âNo, it will be dreadful ⦠I will make an ass of myself.â He sighed a long, theatrical sigh. âAnd it will be embarrassing as hell.â
Speculating that it might well be, I injected a smile into my voice and said, âFirst, letâs just get there and do the mix and mingle thing, sign a few books, have dinner ⦠Iâll read a few poems, you feign illness and weâll leave.â
I kept my fingers crossed that what I was actually thinking wouldnât pop out of my mouth: Suck it up, princess!
There are worse things in life than speaking into a microphone in front of a crowd of people. I couldnât think of any, offhand, but I knew there were worse things.
Then it dawned on me, the smell of the dead guy was worse. I wanted to scream, âI shot someone today.â But I sucked it up and moved on. There was no sense in letting that scumbag ruin my night, not with Mac so keen on doing the same.
âOh, I wonât be faking the illness and remember, youâre a sympathetic vomiter.â
It took vast amounts of willpower to hold myself in check. I knew he had a genuine phobia of microphones but, man, he was standing on my last nerve.
Mac mustâve realized how close I was to biting off his head. He smiled suddenly and asked, âAfterwards, can we string up your brother and that no-good-best-friend of yours for publishing this fucân thing?â
âGood â progress! At least youâre coming with me now.â I grinned. âStringing up my brother sounds like a plan.â
Macâs eyes were on me and I seriously considered making a call to Caine to have Mac escorted. I sensed his intention to back out at the last minute.
âWhat time does this fresh hell kick off?â
âA car will pick us up at seven-thirty.â
âA car,â he said, barely above a whisper. âTheyâre sending a car?â
âYeah.â
Mac frowned as he read something on the computer monitor. It made me uneasy seeing his brow crease like that. My reaction was a hangover from the past, which didnât help allay the feeling of foreboding. Experience told me this particular expression usually foretold an exclamation of horror, followed by a dead body.
I swallowed hard. I knew it would take some getting over. I told myself that the killer sits on death row, that Mac was simply frowning. The Son of Shakespeare was a memory and not my reality anymore. Unfortunately the memory of him lay intertwined with our poetry book; I doubted Iâd ever escape that. My idiot brother, Aidan, had compiled the book during that case and it contained the first poem Mac ever wrote for me, the one the Son of Shakespeare stole and used.
No wonder I had a killer on my mind.
Our front doorbell buzzed. I started to walk in the direction of the hallway when Mac leapt over his desk to head me off. My hand shot out and fingers wrapped themselves in his shirt as he attempted to pass. He came to an abrupt stop.
âIâm not letting you out that door,â I said, twisting the fabric in my hand.
âIâm just answering it,â he said indignantly, attempting to brush my hand away.
And I came down in the last rain shower.
âYou arranged this,â I accused.
âI did not,â he scoffed.
The person whoâd been ringing the doorbell began knocking loudly. I reached the door one step in front of Mac.
âLet me,â I insisted,