ribs. Even Tate felt the bump and slide of
Brian‟s palms on each lump of bone under his flesh.
“Tell you what,” Brian murmured, bending down to talk right in
Tate‟s ear—the damaged one, which was sensitive to even the
slightest whisper. “How about we go feed my thing, and once you
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see I‟m all working, and we‟re alive, and it‟s all good, maybe you‟ll
feel better about coming back here and feeding your thing.”
Tate had been reluctant at first. But Brian—Brian was
assertive. He wasn‟t aggressive or mean or frightening; he just set
his quiet mind to it and then shouldered on through, moved solidly
toward his goal, and his goal was getting Talker into the bedroom
by whispering in his ear and cupping his face, kissing along his
jawline, holding his hand. When they got there, he pulled Talker‟s
shirt off, and because he‟d been home all day, the apartment didn‟t
have that ache of cold that it used to when it was just the two of
them gone all the time, so Talker didn‟t shiver. He shivered when
Brian‟s big hands spanned his ribcage again though, yes he did,
but that was a good kind of shiver. Brian kept up those kisses,
those soft whispers of lips on skin, down Talker‟s throat, in the vee
of his clavicles, down, down his skinny chest, his tattooed shoulder,
down to the indent of his tummy. He spent a moment there, which
was torture because the skin was soft, and Brian opened his mouth
and pulled the taut, sensitized skin in, again and again, until it
almost tickled, and Tate had to suppress a sound between a
whimper and a giggle.
Brian looked up, leaning on his good shoulder and keeping his
injured one up and back. “Too skinny, baby,” he said soberly. “Give
me more to kiss.” He went back then, and kept kissing down, down,
fumbling with the button fly of Tate‟s jeans until Tate reached down
and helped him.
Brian pulled them off, and there was Tate, in what once had
maybe been his greatest nightmare. He realized that the lights were
still on, and he made a noise about it, but Brian paused, looking
from the floor between Tate‟s legs, where he was taking off Tate‟s
shoes.
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“I want them on,” he said quietly. “You need to see me—
what‟s damaged, what‟s not. You need to know I‟m okay. Once you
know I‟m okay, you‟ll feel better. You can eat. You‟ll be okay too.”
“But my….” But my scars! He didn‟t need to finish the
sentence—they both knew. The entire right side of his body was
covered in scars. He‟d tattooed over the ones on his arm, his
shoulder, his neck, his face, but the parts of him that never saw the
sun—God, he couldn‟t even look at himself. And it occurred to him
then—suddenly, for real—that this is what Brian had been talking
about. Brian knew about his scars, had felt them, had moved his
mouth and his hands over them and loved them and loved Talker
and was not disgusted or put off. And now Brian was making Tate
do the same thing.
Tate‟s shoes were off and Brian placed kisses up the inside of
Tate‟s damaged leg. Tate moaned, pulled his feet up to the bed
and spread his knees, then threw his arm over his eyes, because
he was embarrassed and turned on and needy.
Brian kept kissing. He skipped the creases—thank God,
because Tate was still sweaty and sticky from work—but he did
spend some time licking at the base of Tate‟s cock and then
running his tongue up to the crown. There were scars on it—one of
the many reason Tate wanted the lights off—but he‟d needed Brian
for so long, had been hungry for this for so long, and had needed
the reassurance that only physical touch could bring for oh so long,
that for once, he didn‟t hide, or cover, or apologize. Brian‟s mouth
covered his cock, slid down to the base, tightened, and then pulled
up again. The ridges of Tate‟s damaged erection were