groggy. Itâs six oâclock, which means weâve missed our dinner reservation and Lannie is probably on her way to Terry Polishâs house for the pre-party.
I glance across the room at the tuxedo and an uncomfortable shiver goes down my spine. I haul my ass out of bed and shove the tux into my closet so I donât have to look at it.
A movement across the street catches my eye, and I look out the window in time to see Andrea Feingold climbing out of her bedroom window and onto the roof of her garage. Weird.
I watch as she scrambles over the edge and hangs there before dropping to the ground. She lies there for a minute, staring at the sky, then gets up and turns back to glance at her house before running away down the sidewalk. Iâve known Andrea for a long time, and Iâve never seen her act like this. I wonder where the hell sheâs going.
I go downstairs and out the sliding glass doors to the back deck.
Dad is home from work, and he and Mom are relaxing at the patio table. My brothers are wrestling in the backyard. âWeâve already eaten,â she says. âWe didnât want to disturb you.â She slides a plate with a couple of burgers and some potato salad across the table at me.
âSo, youâre missing prom, eh?â Dad asks as I tuck into my food.
I nod, my mouth full.
âCanât say I blame you,â he says. âI always hated that kind of thing when I was in school.â
âDo you think I can borrow your truck?â I ask him once Iâve finished eating.
âYou sure thatâs a good idea?â Mom asks.
âIâm fine,â I say. âI just need to get out of the house for a little while. Get my mind off things.â
She looks like she wants to say something else, but she keeps it to herself.
I expect my dad to tell me to take Momâs Corolla, like he usually does. Instead, he reaches into his pocket and tosses me his keys.
âSweet, thanks!â I say.
âBe careful where you show your face,â says Mom. âIâve convinced Lannie that youâre on deathâs door. She probably wouldnât enjoy seeing you bumming around town.â
Yeah, no shit, I think. Funny thing is, now that I know Iâm not going to prom after all, I feel like a million bucks.
CANDACE
I wasnât even planning on going out, but my father has been watching TV and drinking beer since noon, and my grandmother is busy in the kitchen. I figure if I stick around it will just turn into another episode of My Depressed Dad! and the last thing I want to do on Friday night is sit around Gee-maâs sad little bungalow helping my forty-five-year-old father regain his self-esteem. Then what would we do on Saturday, right?
I decide to hit the road. I grab my backpack from my room and Iâm trying to sneak down the stairs and out through the front porch when Dad yells for me. I consider ignoring him and bolting, but instead I roll my eyes and go into the living room.
My grandmotherâs house is like a time capsuleâwood paneling, tacky green furniture from the seventies, thick orange carpet, a gigantic TV in a wooden cabinet. Thereâs even a heavy glass ashtray on the coffee table, even though nobody around here has smoked since before I was born. Itâs like time has stood still since Jimmy Carter was president.
The most depressing thing is that itâs always perfectly neat and tidy. Gee-ma vacuums every day, and the place smells like lemon furniture polish. I imagine her getting up every morning and going through the exact same routine. The only thing thatâs changed is that now itâs my dad flopped on the couch instead of my grandpa.
Itâs only six oâclock, but the drapes, heavy and brown with a swirly beige pattern, are drawn tight against the sun. The TV is blaring, and all the lamps are turned off. It might as well be midnight.
âHey,â I say, standing in the