water, they make do. The strong are in smaller packs, plenty are doing it alone, and theyâre as strong as they were on day one, maybe even more so.â
âThe ones just drinking water will die out if they donât start getting some nutrients in them,â Starkey said. âHell, weâve already seen plenty who hyper-hydrated to the point of fatal disturbance in brain functions.â
âThe others?â
âThe others . . .â he shrugged. âWell, they might just be around forever.â
3
âW here does that leave me?â
WHe kicked at an empty drink can in the snow, looking pained. âJust go,â he said. âSoon as you can, whether you find your friend or not. Get out and donât stop until you find someplace safe.â
When the explosion happened, I was full of homesickness for Australia. Would it be wrong to turn my back on New York now, when it needed me most? For all I knew Felicity was alone out here somewhere . . . could I just leave?
Was there anything left of New York to see before I went back? Dave said his parents lived somewhere out near Williamsburg. Maybe there was still time to go and see his folks, check on life beyond this island. To tell them what a mate heâd turned out to be in the end. Or was that part of my past, never to be revisited? I knew that to survive, I had to think of the future.
âKeep heading north,â the man was saying. âFar as you can.â
âAre you sure?â
âI sent my family to Canada. Thatâs as sure as I can tell you I am.â
âCanadaâs okay?â
âThatâs what I last heard.â
âWhat about Australia?â
He slung his rifle over his shoulder, adjusted the strap, then put his hood on.
âPlease,â I said, âif you know somethingââ
He shrugged. âIâve heard nothing beyond whatâs here and now in my backyard. Thatâs a big enough problem for me. Just head for somewhere upstate at least. Hole up, find others, a town or somethinâ, safety in numbers. Keep off the major roads in your travelsâthereâll be more like us and worse.â
He looked down at his feet, then across at his buddies in their big-wheeled trucks, now passing through the next intersection.
âWhy north?â I asked. My breath fogged in front of me, fast jets of steam.
âThis illness,â he said, looking down at me, âit does better in the heat. Lives in the air, on the ground, stays active longer, stays alive, you understand?â
âNo, not really.â I didnât want to sound dumb, but I felt I had to know, whether or not he took me seriously enough to explain.
âThe biological agent is still a threat, see? The cold kills it, it canât live without a host for long.â
âHow long?â
âIâm not sure. Days, less than a week.â
I hoped a week would be long enough to find Felicity and the others, to persuade them to come with me. Safety in numbers, right?
âBut weâre leaving now,â Starkey said, as if reading my thoughts.
Was that an offer?
âI can go and check on Felicity, if you wait here. Iâll be quick.â
He shook his head. âCanât take no baggage, sorry, kid. I gotta go.â
I thought fast. Could I give up on my hope of finding Felicityâso fast, so easily? âIf itâs a problem to wait . . .â
I mean, could I even be sure that she actually existed, anyway? She could just be another illusion like Mini, Anna, and Dave. How could I trust myself after being alone all this time? Starkey hadnât looked as if he believed me, thatâs for sure. Itâd be stupid to let this opportunity of rescue, of safety, to slip through my fingers because Iâd run off to find someone who wasnât there.
Then again, if I found Felicity and came back, Starkey might not be here because he didnât exist either. But this had to