me?â
âNot sick.â
âI donât know.â
âHow many are you staying with?â
âJust me.â
âWhat?â
âIâm alone,â I replied.
I could see what he was thinking. That I was crazy. That Iâd probably just crawled out of some blackened, deserted building, completely out of step with what was going on, a raving lunatic. No matter what stirrings of sympathy he may have felt, he couldnât get away from the fact that I might just be mad and so, in my own way, just as dangerous as the infected people. Maybe I would have thought that too.
I tried to explain. âThereâs this girlâFelicity. She might be in Central Park still. Thatâs where Iâm heading. There might be others. I just havenât seen anyone in personââ
âWell, kid, Iâve seen a lot. Iâve seen good people do things that donât make no sense,â he said, not looking at me. âNo sense. You understand?â
I nodded. Heâd done stuff, too, probably.
âSoon thereâll beâthereâll be people coming through here, and itâll get out of handâitâll be something you donât want to see . . .â
âWhy wouldnât I want to see people?â
Iâd dreamed of seeing people for twelve days . . .
He looked over at his comrades. Soldiers, on the road to nowhere. One of them turned, leaning from his truck window, and made a gesture to Starkey to hurry up. The vehicle had rounded the intersection up ahead.
âWeâre getting left behind!â the other guy yelled, and finally moved on, jogging after his friend and then climbing into the second truck.
Starkey turned to leave.
âWho are you?â I asked him.
âIâm nobody,â he said as he held his rifle with both hands. âJustâjust keep your head down, kid. Wonât be long.â
Wonât be long? âWhat wonât be long?â
He walked away. Square shoulders filling out his plastic parka. Hope departing. Just like that. No answer.
I ran after him. Fell into step beside him. His eyes scanned the street. The guyâs expression was stone. He looked down at me like I was nothing. Like I, and all this around us, was too big a problem for one man and his buddies to deal with.
âDonât make me stay here,â I pleaded, falling into step beside him, heading for the departing trucks. âThereâs thousands of those infectedââ
âThey wonât last much longer,â he said. âTheyâll become ill and worse due to injury and exposure, lack of nutrition, all that. They canât last long on just water . . .â
âNo, you donât understand, thereâs another kind of infectedââ
âIâve seen, kid,â he said, zipping his collar up tight against a horizontal snow drift. âThere are two clear groups of the infected. Yeah? Iâve seen that. Those who are literally bloodthirsty killers, and those who are content with any liquid to survive. Either way, both groups need fluid constantly; got themselves some kind of psychogenic polydipsia, they need to drink. Itâs the why that bothers meâwhy the two different conditions . . .â
He seemed lost in the thought, a thousand-mile stare.
âThatâs why youâre here?â
He eventually shrugged in reply.
âMaybe the ones who chase after people were already screwed up?â I said. âMurderers and criminals, stuff like that.â
âMaybe, kid,â he said, looking at his trucks. âBut I doubt it.â
âTheyâre driven to kill for blood,â I said urgently. âIâve seen them. They prey on others, take advantage of them. Theyâre getting stronger while the restâthe general population of infectedâare getting weaker. The gap is growing bigger. The weak congregate, for safety maybe. They flock to where thereâs easy
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