drink later when the front door lock clicked and Robin stepped in.
âWhy are you sitting in the dark, Dave?â
I told her hello, told her that she had a package. I didnât like it when she called me âDave.â That was reserved for Lindsey. Robin knew this and sensed my irritation. She shrugged and smiled. She was wearing jeans and a light leather jacket with the shoulders wet from the rain. Her hair shone in the minimal light. She was blond and tan to Lindseyâs brunette and fair. Her hair was thick and unruly and it bounced against her shoulders as she walked. Lindseyâs hair, nearly black it was so dark, was fine and straight as a pin. They only looked like sisters when they smiled. They shared the same watchful, ironic eyes, blue for Lindsey, gray for Robin. Pretty legs ran in the family.
âDid you hear from Lindsey Faith?â
I let my answer hang in the dark room. âNo. Thereâs tamales in the kitchen if you want some.â
âDonât worry, Dave.â She rushed up the stairs, disappearing from my view. âWow, itâs heavy,â she said. âMaybe itâs from Jax.â The upstairs door opened and closed, then I heard her energetic footfall crossing above.
Yes, Jax. Her boyfriend. Jax, I liked. He was Hispanic but pronounced his name with a hard âJ.â I had never heard the name before, but we all have our lacunaeâeven washed-out history professors like me. Jax Delgado. He had aristocratic features, chiseled chin, and was well matched in the gym-rat physique for Robin. His eyes were full of life and funâhe was one of the few people I had met whose eyes fit that description of âtwinkling.â He had a Ph.D. in sociology from Harvard and now held tenure at NYU. Professor of American Studies, Department of Social and Cultural Analysis, his card read. It was enough to rev up my academic insecurities, except that he wore the credentials well, like a working-class kid who had made his own way but not forgotten his roots. I had enjoyed our few conversations.
He was staying in Phoenix to study sustainability. âThatâll be a short paper,â I had said when he told me this. âWeâre not sustainable.â His eyes had twinkled and he said, âWeâll definitely talk. Youâre one of the few natives Iâve run into.â
I was looking forward to it. You had to rope in and keep the smart people in your life in Phoenix. And he seemed to calm and distract Robin, both of which were needed at this point of everybodyâs lives.
Now I was toasty. I should have stopped at one martini. Three tamales on a paper plate made dinner, then I grabbed Kennedyâs book and went into the bedroom, closing the door. It was only a little past eight, but I felt exhausted, just like every day lately. Yet I knew I wouldnât sleep. The bed hadnât been made in days. I stretched out in it after carefully hanging up the suit. It wasnât fitting quite right. I was losing weight. Maybe if Jax had sent Robin a gift he wouldnât be joining her tonight.
For that, Iâd be grateful.
That was the only rub about Jax and Robin. They were very loud when they made love. It had put an end to my winter ritual of sleeping with the windows and the screen doors to the inner courtyard open. Robin was a screamer. My first wife Patty had been one, too. We could never stay in a bed-and-breakfast. Men treasure this attribute, especially when it is genuine, and Robin sounded very genuine, and I didnât want to hear. Some people you canât imagine having sexâPeralta is one. Some you donât want to imagine having itâRobin fit there. So tonight might be quiet.
I opened the book and began to read, cradling it in one hand, letting my other arm stretch across to Lindseyâs side of the bed. Herbert Hoover got a bad rap from the history mostly written by hagiographers of FDR. That was true enough. I could