of her shoes. You donât like to look at death up close and personal. You donât like to, but sometimes you canât help it. I noticed her skin was brown. One of her shoes lay on the hood of a car a startlingly long way down the street. It glittered under the streetlampâit was sequined to a fare-thee-well. Now I was the one who choked out, âOh, my God!â I started to turn to the cop, but what could I have told him? Nothing heâd believe. Nothing I even knew, not really. I went into Mandelbaumâs instead. Excuse meâI ran into Mandelbaumâs instead. Yes, Victor was behind the bar. âHey, Stan,â he said, and then, âStan? Are you all right?â âNo.â I bolted into the menâs room at the back. In there, I knelt down in front of the toilet and gave back everything Iâd eaten for the past week and a half. I havenât heaved like that since I donât know when. Somehow, I was very neat. It all went into the bowl. When the spasm finally passed, I stood up and flushed it away. I washed my face at the sink. Half a dozen different kinds of tears were streaming down my cheeks. I dried myself with paper towels. Then I rinsed my mouth again and again, for all the good it did. The taste doesnât go away so fast. You only wish it would. And after that, with soap and the hottest water I could stand, I washed my hands and washed them and washed them some more. Lady Macbeth would have been proud of me. Of course, blood wasnât what I was trying to get rid of. And I had no idea whether breaks in the skin there were what might let it in to begin with. But all you can do is try. Wish me luck, Indira. END
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