six years. Bruno had stayed in this village he had revived. Alone, with his flock of goats.
That night, after the interview, Babette had slept with Bruno.
Heâd asked her to stay.
But she couldnât. This wasnât her life.
Over the years, she had often been back to see him. Every time she was in or near the area. Bruno had a partner now, two children, electricity, a TV set and a computer, and he produced goatâs cheese and honey.
âIf youâre ever in any trouble,â heâd said to Babette, âcome here. Donât hesitate. From up here all the way down to the valley, everyoneâs a friend of mine.â
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This evening, she was missing Marseilles a lot. But she didnât know when she could go back. Or even if she could go back. If she did, nothing, absolutely nothing could ever be the same. She wasnât just in trouble, it was worse than that. The horror of it was in her head all the time. As soon as she closed her eyes, she saw Gianniâs corpse. And behind his corpse, those of Francesco and Beppe, which she hadnât seen but could imagine. Tortured, mutilated bodies. Surrounded by pools of black, congealed blood. Other corpses, too. Behind her. But mostly ahead of her. That was inevitable.
When sheâd left Rome, frantic, scared to death, she hadnât known where to go. She needed somewhere safe. She needed to think it all through, as calmly as she could. To sort through her papers, put them in order, classify the information, check it all. Put the finishing touches to the biggest piece of investigative journalism sheâd ever done. On the Mafia in France, and in the South. No one had ever dug that deep. Too deep, she realized now. Sheâd remembered what Bruno had said.
âIâm in trouble. Big trouble.â
Sheâd called him from a phone booth in La Spezia. It was almost one oâclock in the morning. Sheâd woken him up. He was an early riser, because of the animals. Babette was shaking. Two hours earlier, after driving from Orvieto without stopping, almost like a madwoman, sheâd reached Manarola. A town in the Cinque Terre, perched on a rock, where an old friend of Gianniâs named Beppe lived. Sheâd dialed his number, as heâd asked her to. But be careful, heâd said that very morning.
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Pronto.
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Babette had hung up. It wasnât Beppeâs voice. Then sheâd seen the carabinieri arrive in two cars that drew up on the main street. She knew immediately what had happened: the killers had gotten there before her.
She had turned around and gone back the way she had come, along a narrow, twisting mountain road. Hands tight on the wheel, exhausted, but keeping her eyes open for any cars about to overtake her or coming toward her.
âCome,â Bruno had said.
Sheâd found a seedy room in the Hotel Firenze e Continentale, near the station. She hadnât slept a wink all night. The trains. The presence of death. It all kept coming back to her, down to the smallest detail. A taxi had dropped her on Campo deâ Fiori. Gianni had just come back from Palermo. He was waiting for her in his apartment. Ten days is a long time, heâd said on the phone. It had been a long time for her, too. She didnât know if she loved Gianni, but her whole body yearned for him.
âGianni! Gianni!â
The door was open, but that hadnât worried her.
âGianni!â
He was there. Tied to a chair. Naked. Dead. She closed her eyes, but too late. She knew she would have to live with that image.
When sheâd opened her eyes again, sheâd seen the burn marks on his chest, stomach and thighs. No, she didnât want to look. She turned her eyes away from Gianniâs mutilated cock. She started screaming. She saw herself screaming, her body frozen rigid, her arms dangling, her mouth wide open. Her screams swelled with the smell of blood, shit and piss that filled the room. When