of a trim topped a pair of always twinkling eyes the color of Maine evergreens, and a ready grin set between a strong jaw and sharp cheekbones. Only now, age and time had somehow transformed him into a man who was more rugged, more handsome, more genuinely, heart-grippingly sexy. The kind of sexy a thirteen-year-old couldnât even begin to appreciate, but the thirty-two-year-old woman standing before him could all too well.
His body was as ruggedly appealing as his face, with broad shoulders to match those wide palms, and the kind of muscles roping his arms and biceps that even the green plaid wool jacket he had on over a faded red hoodie did little to hide and everything to enhance. She didnât dare look lower. Didnât have to. Heâd always been athletic and agile despite his size. Looking at those long legs and perfectly muscled thighs wasnât necessary. She imagined them anyway, remembering far too many summers spent watching him and Logan from her bedroom window as they played pick-up basketball at the hoop mounted to the front of the carriage house, in nothing more than gym shorts and gleaming, honey-gold skin.
It seemed so unfair, she thought, even as she drank in the sight of him like a woman whoâd been in the desert since, well, since the summer of her eighth grade graduation. Which was when heâd left town, and her unrequited love, in the unnoticed and seriously pathetic dust.
âHello, Ben,â she said, seeing the wisps of wool still clinging to her lips dance briefly in the warm, dry air. She wanted to close her eyes. Hell, she wanted to dig a hole to China. Instead, she forced herself to maintain eye contact. Adult. Mature. Not thirteen. Not stupidly pining for a guy who never once thought of you as anything but his best friendâs annoying, bratty kid sister.
At the moment, however, he looked sincerely happy to see her. That shouldnât have made her knees knock. Or her thighs clench.
âI didnât know you were back in town,â he said.
âThat makes two of us,â she said, thinking that her heart had to be pounding against her chest so hard, if she looked down, sheâd surely see a cartoon version of it pumping out through her coat. Her fireplug red, down-filled coat.
Yeah.
Her karma clearly didnât include things like having the sexier-than-ever Ben Campbell reenter her life when she had on cute yoga pants and was in some innocent but super suggestive pose that had him immediately wondering why in the hell heâd never noticed her before.
âYou, uh . . .â He made a brief motion toward her mouth, and then that gleaming white grin flashed. âEither youâve been slimed by your scarf, or you have a very unfortunate fungal issue. Either wayââ He reached past her to nimbly snag a napkin from the holder sheâd half buried under her satchel. âHere,â he said, offering it to her.
Aaaaand humiliation complete . Forever thirteen. Ah well, what the hell. Might as well own it. She tugged off her gloves with her probably wool-coated teeth, then took the proffered napkin. âThanks,â she said, and turned to put her gloves on the marble countertop and do the best she could without benefit of a mirror to de-fungi herself. Turning back around, she crumpled the napkin in her hand and gave him a wry smile. âBetter?â
âMostly,â he said.
She went stock-still again when, teasing grin still firmly in place, he stepped closer, bowed his head, and gazed ever-so-intently at her mouth. She had no idea how her legs held her upright as every one of her adolescent fantasies came screaming back to mind, but in a farâfarâmore adult fashion. Surely, he couldnât mean toâ
He brought his hand upânot to cup her cheek so he could lower his lips to hersâbut to pluck away the few remaining fibers that still clung to her lips.
What did it say that the tips of his fingers