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permanent ring of quinine in his ears (they had atabrine but in limited supply), the gray pallor of island warfare (as opposed to the cinema bronze of Errol Flynn in Burma), some ugly ulcers on his legs, and a peach-sized piece of meat missing from his left thigh—high and on the outside, not affecting important mechanical parts—but bitching up the muscle just enough so the slight limp lasted three years.
    He was twenty-three, and he had felt he couldn’t ever get any older or any wiser, and Micky had been in the world almost a month but the news hadn’t caught up. And he couldn’t seem to get enough sleep.
    As one of the combat correspondents assigned to the First Marines, Rodenska had rated officer accommodations in the hospital just outside Melbourne, one bed in a twenty-bed ward, with windows to let in morning sun. It seemed appropriate that near the end of the year it was spring in south Australia. The whole world was screwed up that year.
    There were all kinds in the ward, and some of them were very bad off, and on the third day when the major on his left died of his head injury without ever regaining consciousness, Second Lieutenant Troy Jamison was put in that bed. Nobody felt conversational. It was a kind of wariness. The dialogue, what there was of it, was inadvertent Hemingway. You really didn’t want anybody to detect how perfectly, wonderfully, overwhelmingly, goddamn glad you were to get off that island.
    But when they were awake at the same time they picked up the essential information about each other. They were both twenty-three. Jamison was with the First. He’d got his field commission on the island. He felt uneasy about being an officer. He’d graduated from Syracuse University, and he’d been working in an advertising agency in Rochester when the war came along. He had a smashed shoulder. He was a big underweight blond, sallow skin pulled tight across high hard cheekbones, green eyes set slanty in his head.
    Mike couldn’t remember seeing him on the island, but he had spent twelve days with Baker company of Jamison’s battalion, and that made a link. And he had spent six months on the Times-Union, so that made him familiar enough with Rochester to make a second link.
    But Troy didn’t warm to him. Mike found he liked Jamison, and he knew the reason for the reserve. He knew he could break it down, but he didn’t want to sound like a horse’s ass while doing so. Finally, when he had his chance, he said; “I belong to the club, Lieutenant.”
    “What do you mean?”
    “I didn’t drop a typewriter on my foot. I had seventy-one days on that island, and the morning banzai meant work for everybody.”
    So Troy had studied him and then given him a slow grin and said, “That’s against the Geneva Convention, boy.”
    “They didn’t give me a copy written in Jap. You’re not trade school anyhow. At heart you’re a crummy copy writer.”
    So Troy had loosened up some and a little later, when Captain Irely arrived with a foot missing, and full of noisy lies about Fearless Rodenska, the poor man’s Pegler, Troy loosened up the rest of the way.
    By the time they were permitted to draw a vehicle from the hospital pool for visits to Melbourne, they had become very close. They had both spent too much time with brave men who, if you tried to talk about a play, a book, a painting or a philosophy, would look at you with utter blankness which would crystallize to contempt. They told each other how many times they had come close to cracking. It took a little time before they could talk about the island. They got steaming drunk on Australian ale. Mike told Troy all about Buttons and how he met her and how she got her name. “It was kid stuff. Bring your hobby to school. She was maybe eight, and she collected buttons and brought them, hundreds of them, in a box to school and the bottom fell out of the box. Buttons all over hell. And the name stuck.” Troy admired the pictures of big-eyed Buttons and