reason?â
âYouâre an only child, right?â
âWhereâs this going?
âCall it the pull of blood. Iâm all he has.â
âYouâve got to give him that,â DeeDee said.
âI would if this were a debate, DeeDee, but itâs not. Itâs that little thing we call life.â She turned back to me. âThatâs very noble, Steeg.â
âNot really. Sometimes the law is an axe poised over the wrong bare neck.â
âAnd thatâs where you come in.â
âPretty much.â
Allie thought about that for a few moments, trying hard, I guess, to understand what life with me really meant.
âAll right,â she said. âFor now. But thereâs one thing you have to promise.â
With Allie, you were never quite home free.
âName it.â
She reached over and ran a fingertip across my cheek.
âBe careful,â she said.
Once again, all was well with the world.
âI canât believe that warehouse burned down,â DeeDee said.
âThings happen,â I said.
âI was there right after it was closed. Nick took Justin and me there a few months ago. Said he was getting rid of stuff and told us we could have anything we wanted.â She fingered the hem of her tank top. âWhere do you think I got this?â
A tiny little paternal alarm bell went off.
âWhoâs Justin?â
DeeDeeâs cheeks reddened just a bit.
âJustin Hapner,â she said, in a way that made his name glow like neon. âHe goes to Devereaux Academy with me. Heâs a senior.â
Devereaux was the cityâs premier private school and had had the good judgment to give DeeDee a full scholarship.
âWhere does he live?â
âBrooklyn. Bensonhurst.â
With that address, I figured Justin for a scholarship kid too.
âHow come you never mentioned him?â
âEnough with the questions.â
âI like to know about your friends.â
She glanced out the window, and jumped up from the table.
âIâve gotta run.â
âWhereâre you going?â I said. âYou havenât even eaten.â
âJustinâs outside,â she said, pointing to a gangly kid in a hoodie pacing out in the street. âWeâre going to a concert at the South Street Seaport.â
She was out the door in a flash.
I turned to Allie.
âWhat was that all about? I figured weâd spend the day together.â
She smiled. âIt appears your little girl has grown up.â
3
O n my way back to Feeneyâs, Benny Kim flagged me down.
Benny was the latest incarnation of the folks who made Hellâs Kitchen vibrate like a Charlie Parker saxophone riff. People of dark melodies whose harmonics were all fluid and harsh. Men whoâd left the old country behind and bowed to no one.
Now the Irish and Germans whoâd built the railroad, worked the docks, run the rackets, and operated rotgut bars and whorehouses on every corner were pretty much gone.
Except for throwbacks like my brother.
The new kids on the block were Koreans like Benny, and Guineans, Jamaicans, Indians, Somalis, and a sprinkle of yuppies to leaven the mix. All trying to make it. And their music was as dark and rough-edged as that of the hardscrabble people theyâd replaced.
But Benny Kim was one of a kind.
In a city full of wannabes, he was a true artist. And his greengrocery was his canvas. Fruits and vegetables and flowers in all their glorious hues were nothing more than paints on his palette. A daub of kiwis here, a tumble of Yukon golds there, a splash of blood oranges fronting rolling mounds of Granny Smiths.
A vibrating work of karmic balance.
But Benny was also a realist, and he never let art get in the way of commerce. Most of his time was spent stripping week-old roses of their outer petals and peddling them as new.
I noticed that a fresh helping of scaffolding decorated the building