itâs worth it,â his mother said. âBut can we afford twenty-five dollars a week?â
âNo,â his father said, âtwenty-five a month.â
Willis heard his mother catch her breath.
âWhy is he only asking that? I donât see â¦â Mrs. Wayde began, and her voice ended on a higher note.
âItâs all right, Cynthia,â his father said.
âGosh,â Willis said. âMr. Harcourt must have an awful lot of money, Pa.â
âThatâs no way to talk,â Mrs. Wayde told him. âYou mean he must be a very kind man, Willis, who thinks a lot of your fatherâunless thereâs something we donât know about.â
âThere isnât anything,â Alfred Wayde said.
âWell, I certainly hope not,â Mrs. Wayde said, and she sighed. âIâll start things in the kitchen, and, Willis, you take a bath and put on a clean shirt, and be sure to wash the tub. Why, everythingâs all dusted.â
âThatâs right,â Alfred Wayde said. âTwo women were here all last week.â
âI just canât believe it,â Mrs. Wayde said, âI really canât.â
Past experience was no guide to what confronted Willis then. He was learning at the age of fifteen that wealth beyond a certain point always created its own small world of unreality. He was caught in such a world that afternoon, one from which he never wholly escaped.
Just as Willis was looking over the bedroom that would be his for a long while but that would always seem to belong to someone else, he heard a knock on the front door.
âIâll go,â he heard his father say.
âWhat was it, Al?â he heard his mother call after the front door had closed.
âItâs a note from Harcourt,â he heard his father answer. âHe wants us all to come to dinner,â and then he heard his father laugh, âand we donât have to bother to dress. He knows I donât own an open-front suit. I told him so.â
âOh, Alf,â his mother called, âyou shouldnât have told him that. Canât we excuse ourselves? All my good clothes are in the trunk.â
âWeâve got to go, Cynthia,â his father said, âand anyway it means we donât cook supper.â
You never do forget first times, particularly first times when you were young. The sun was setting when they walked across the lawn to the big house. The birds were singing their last songs in the oak and beech trees, and there was a steady late-summer noise of crickets in the grass. His father was telling them not to act as though they were going to church. They had all eaten at big hotels in Chicago and San Francisco, and they knew what headwaiters were like, and Selwyn, who was Mr. Harcourtâs butler, was like a headwaiter. Besides they had been to lunch at the Cashesâ in Denver, and he would bet that Harrod Cash had more cash than Mr. Harcourt.
âNow, Willis,â his mother said. âItâs important for your father that you make a nice impression.â
âWillis will be all right,â his father said. âJust take it easy, Cynthia.â
âNow, Willis,â his mother said. âRemember what I told you about the knives and forks. Begin with the outside ones, even if they donât look right, and donât be nervous, Willis.â
âDonât worry him, Cynthia,â his father said. âYouâll feel at home in a minute.â
âOh, Alf,â his mother said, âyou feel at home anywhere because you never notice anything, and thereâs an awful lot to notice.â
There really was too much for anyone to notice all at once. The front veranda with its gray Gothic pillars was cool and shadowy. They only waited a second or two after ringing before the heavy front door opened. The hall with its walnut woodwork was already dusky, but a lighted chandelier gave Willis a glimpse of