happened?â she said, almost afraid to ask.
âYour car went off the side of the road in the Santa Ynez Mountains, not far from San Marcos Pass. You plunged down a steep embankment and landed in a ravine about two hundred yards from the road. Fortunately you ran into a tree."
âFortunately?â she echoed.
âOtherwise you would have ended up in a boulder-filled, high-running creek,â he told her. âThe front end of your Honda Civic was smashed, and the windshield was shattered."
Which explained the cuts and bruises on her face.
âYouâre a very lucky woman,â the deputy added.
âWho found me?â she asked.
âA witness saw your car go over the side and called nine-one-one. Does any of this sound familiar?"
The part about going off the side of the road sounded a lot like the dream sheâd been having. âIâm not sure."
âWere you alone in the car?"
His question surprised her. âI think so.â She thought back to her dream. Had she been alone in the car? She didnât remember anyone else. âIf I wasnât alone, wouldnât that other person be here at the hospital?â she asked.
âThe back door of your car was open. There was a childâs car seat strapped in the middle of the backseat, a bottle half-filled with milk, and this shoe.â Officer Manning held up a clear plastic bag through which she could see a shoe so small it would fit into the palm of her hand. Her heart began to race. She had the sudden urge to call for a time-out, to make him leave before he said something else, something terrifying, something to do with that shoe. âOh, God. Stop. I canât do this."
âIâm sorry, but I need to know. Do you have a baby?â he asked. âWas your child with you in the car?"
Chapter Two
His questions slammed into her, stealing the breath from her chest. An image flashed through her mind... pudgy legs, tiny little toes kicking her hand away as she tried to slip the shoe on her childâs foot and fasten the bright pink Velcro straps.
Her daughter. Her baby!
A deep, intense, agonizing pain swept through her. She didnât know anything else, but she knew with complete and utter certainty that she had a little girl. She closed her eyes, desperate to see her daughterâs face, to know her babyâs name, but the blackness in her brain refused to lift. Her past remained just out of sight.
âMiss?"
She opened her eyes and saw Officer Manning staring back at her with a grim expression. âI have a little girl,â she said, hearing the wonder in her own voice.
His gaze narrowed. âWas your child in the car, then? Did you just remember something?"
âI-I know I have a daughter,â she stammered. âIn my head I could see myself putting on that shoe. But I have no idea if she was with me."
âWhatâs her name?"
She bit down on her bottom lip as the truth hit her hard. âI donât know.â Good God! What kind of mother couldnât remember her own babyâs name? âI have to get up. I have to find her.â She sat up straight, intent on getting out of bed, but the officer barred her way.
âEasy, now. From what I understand youâre in no condition to go anywhere,â he said. âAnd where would you go -- if you donât remember anything?"
His sharp, challenging gaze settled on hers. He was right. She didnât know where to go. But she couldnât just sit in this bed when her child could be in trouble.
âWhy donât you tell me what you can remember?â Officer Manning suggested. âEven if itâs just flashes of memory. Bits and pieces can make up a whole picture."
She closed her eyes again and took a deep breath. There was nothing but an empty void in her head, darkness so overwhelming she was afraid that it would swallow her up. Opening her eyes, she grabbed the railing of her bed, feeling the need to