children.
Theyâd offered family, and there was no more precious gift.
Hadnât her mother known it? She would never have sent her three children to Ailish otherwise. Even in the darkest hour, Sorcha would never have given her beloved children to anyone but the kind, and the loving.
But at twelve, Brannaugh was no longer a child. And what rose in her, spread in her, woke in herâmore since sheâd started her courses the year beforeâdemanded.
Holding so much in, turning her eyes from that ever-brightening light proved harder and more sorrowful every day. But she owed Ailish respect, and her cousin held a fear of magicks and powerâeven her own.
Brannaugh had done what her mother asked of her on that terrible morning. Sheâd taken her brother and sister south, away from their home in Mayo. Sheâd kept off the road; sheâd shuttered her grief in her heart where only she could hear it keening.
And in that heart lived the need to avenge as well, the need to embrace the power inside her, and learn more, learn and hone enough to defeat Cabhan, once and done.
But Ailish wanted only her man, her children, her farm. And why not? She was entitled to her home and her life and her land, the quiet of it all. Hadnât she risked it by taking in Sorchaâs blood? Taking in what Cabhan lusted forâhunted for?
She deserved gratitude, loyalty, and respect.
But what lived in Brannaugh clawed for freedom. Choices needed to be made.
Sheâd seen her brother walk back from the river with his fish, his hawk. She felt him test his power out of the sight of the cottageâas he often did. As Teagan, their sister, often did. Ailish, chattering about the jams theyâd make that day, felt nothing. Her cousin blocked most of what she hadâa puzzlement to Brannaughâand used only the bit she allowed herself to sweeten jams or coax bigger eggs from the hens.
Brannaugh told herself it was worth the sacrifice, the wait to find more, learn more, be more. Her brother and sister were safe hereâas their mother wished. Teagan, whose grief had been beyond reaching for days, weeks, laughed and played. She did her chores cheerfully, tended the animals, rode like a warrior on her big gray Alastar.
Perhaps some nights she wept in her sleep, but Brannaugh had only to gather her in to soothe her.
Except when came the dreams of Cabhan. They came to Teagan, to Eamon, to herself. More often now, clearer now, so clear Brannaugh had begun to hear his voice echo after she woke.
Choices must be made. This waiting, this sanctuary, might need to come to an end, one way or another.
In the evening she scrubbed potatoes, tender from the harvest. She stirred the stew bubbling low on the fire, and tapped her foot as her cousinâs man made music on his little harp.
The cottage, warm and snug, a happy place filled with good scents, cheerful voices, Ailishâs laugh as she lifted her youngest onto her hip for a dance.
Family, she thought again. Well fed, well tended in a cottage warm and snug, with herbs drying in the kitchen, babes with rosy cheeks.
It should have contented herâhow she wished it would.
She caught Eamonâs eye, the same bold blue as their fatherâs, felt his power prod against her. He saw too much, did Eamon, she thought. Far too much if she didnât remember to shutter him out.
She gave him a bit of a poke backâa little warning to mind his own. In the way of sisters, she smiled at his wince.
After the evening meal there were pots to be cleaned, children to tuck into bed. Mabh, the eldest at seven, complained, as always, she wasnât sleepy. Seamus snuggled right in, ready with his dreaming smile. The twins sheâd helped bring into the world herself chattered to each other like magpies, young Brighid slipped her comforting thumb in her mouth, and the baby slept before his mother laid him down.
Brannaugh wondered if Ailish knew both she and the babe