told him. â You look great. God, Matt, Iâve seen you around here for days, but I didnât know it was you.â
âYeah, well, Iâve changed a lot,â he said, his eyes suddenly serious.
Maggie had to look away, suddenly uncomfortable with this new man-sized Matthew Stone. Somehow, sheâd been expecting the kid sheâd known in high school. This man was not only taller and broader, but heâd also lost the nervousenergy that had ruled the teen. Young Matt had never sat still for longer than a few minutes, hopping from chair to chair around the room, smoking one cigarette after another.
This man exuded a quiet strength, a steadfast calmness. And that was really why she hadnât recognized himânever mind the long hair and muscular body.
Matt smiled at her, not one of his old devil-may-care grins, but a gentle smile of genuine pleasure.
âI really missed you,â he said.
âI missed you, too,â she told him. âBut right now I have to visit the ladiesâ room. Itâs a long drive from New Haven at this time of night.â
âNo problem. Iâll go up to the café. Want me to order you something?ââ
âYeah, thanks,â she said as he held the door open for her. That was a new one, too. Mattâholding a door? âWill you get me a salad?â
âItalian dressing on the side,â they both said at the same time.
Matt grinned. âSome things never change.â
Three
W hen Maggie walked into the café, Matthew was standing at the juice bar, talking to three healthy, young college girls. What was it that heâd said? Some things never change.
He turned, as if heâd felt her eyes on him and quickly excused himself. Coming toward her, a smile lit his handsome face. âHey.â
Their food had already come out, and he pulled her by the hand to a table. And held her chair for her.
She looked up at him as she sat, half expecting him to pull it out from underneath her, so he could laugh as she hit the floor.
But he just smiled at her, and sat down. Behind a huge salad and a plate of steamed vegetables. The hamburger kid was eating vegetables.
âBefore we get down to talking about twenty-five-million-dollar favors,â Maggie said, âIâm dying to hear what youâve been up to this past decade.â
And where was the beer? Even at seventeen, MatthewStone never sat down to eat dinner without a cigarette and a bottle of beer.
âIt would take a full ten years to tell you the whole story,â he said with a smile, digging into his salad.
Maggie looked around the open, airy café. The ceiling was high, the colors were muted grays and maroons. A sign on the wall proclaimed that there was absolutely No Smoking.
âDo you still smoke?â she asked.
âNope. I quit three years ago,â he told her. âI also stopped drinking and started eating vegan. See, I, umâ¦Well, I got sick, and I needed to take some kind of actionâfeel like I was doing something to help myself get better. I donât know if it really helped, but it certainly helped my head, you know?â
âHow long were you sick?â
He shook his head. âA long time. Do you mind if we donât talk about that? Itâs notâ¦I have these superstitions aboutâ¦Well, Iâd rather notââ
âIâm sorry,â she said. âOf course, you donât have toâ¦I had an address for you in California.â
âYeah,â he said. âYeah. I was, uh, all over the southwest for a while. Right after dear old dad gave me the boot. He kicked me outâdid you know about that?â
She shook her head. âNo.â
âYeah, there was trouble at one of the colleges and he wouldnât even hear my side of it. I mean, sure, it was the fourth college I wasâ¦â he cleared his throat. âPolitely asked to leave, butâ¦That time it really wasnât