dense.
âSheâs been a help to me many times in the past,â Aleka said. âIncluding the time we rescued Laman, as you may recall. Plus the old womanâs always been fond of her. Donât be so quick to judge, Querry. Thereâs more to people than meets the eye.â
I looked down, feeling like a stupid kid whoâd just been scolded by his mother. Which I pretty much had.
âBut the others donât need to know the true state of affairs,â Aleka finished. âI donât want anyone to get their hopes up until Iâm sure of our position. So for public consumption, this journey is just business as usual.â
I nodded. Secrets were one thing Iâd come to expect from her.
âGood.â Her face softened for a moment, and her long, thin fingers reached out to caress my cheek. âAnd Querry. If we getthereâwhen we get thereâI promise we can talk. Really talk.â
âThatâs all I want,â I said.
âI know,â she said in almost a whisper. âAnd Iâm sorry I havenât been able to give it to you.â
Before I could say anything else, she turned and strode back to the others.
We found them resting beneath a thumb of volcanic rock. The kids hadnât budged, and Nessa was busy draping tattered blankets over them. I watched her, trying to see what Aleka saw, but when she glanced in my direction, I looked away in a hurry. The rest of the adults and teens milled around, not doing much of anything. Wali looked up and smiled wryly.
âAnything youâd like to share?â
Aleka gazed at the spot where the old woman lay, a nearly motionless bundle in the shade of a dead tree that somehow clung to its rocky perch. She snored noisily, her mouth more full of darkness than teeth.
âWe could all use a break,â Aleka said. âA couple of hours. Querry, can you help Soon set up camp?â
I jumped to my feet faster than I should have and started digging through my pack. Soon ambled over to join me, and when his eyes met mine, I realized heâd known all along what Aleka had managed to hide from me. I glanced at the other adults and teens, saw them going through their routines wordlessly, and I was pretty sure Alekaâs schemes had come to nothing.
They all knew what we were up against. They all knew we were in a race against time, with no sure goal in sight, and with the little onesâ lives at stake.
We rested in the shade of piled rock through the worst part of the afternoon, when the sun felt like a hot knife slicing through my uniform and into my skin. Aleka had said two hours, but when two turned to three and three to four, she made no effort to get us moving. I fed the kids a spoonful of concentrated mush, and they swallowed it dutifully enough, but I couldnât help noticing the vacant look in their eyes as they chewed mechanically. Trying to start a conversation with them was like tossing a handful of dust in the air. The old woman slept the whole time. Nessa sang to her, in a soft, clear voice I heard only as notes, not words. Maybe it was the same lullaby sheâd sung before. Me, I couldnât remember any lullabies, and I was the only teen whoâd joined Survival Colony 9 too recently to have heard the old woman sing. Hard to say if Nessaâs efforts did any good. The old womanâs brow never lost the pinch sheâd worn when she fell asleep, but at least she did sleep.
I wondered if she was dreaming. Remembering the time before. I wondered if that was the problem.
Eventually, though, she had to wake up, and that gave Aleka her signal to get us moving again. Gauging the sun, I estimated we had enough daylight to cover three or four miles, what with the rough terrain and the twin burdensof the old woman and the little kids. Adem helped Soon with the stretcher, while the rest of us took turns giving the little ones piggybacks. There werenât enough big people to go around,