see the difference in those two reasons? Helping someone is only good to the utilitarian because it brings about more happiness while on the other view the act is good because it is a good act no matter what happens as a result.” Does that mean if the act was murder the utilitarian would deem it fine as long as it increases happiness? I thought. Courtney raised her hand. “Courtney.” Her raspy voice yanked me from the valleys of my mind and into the moment. “So what this means is that you can substitute the action in this example with any repulsive action and it would still be deemed correct because of the results?” The lecturer nodded. “Yes, that is what it means. You’re right.” And the mental affair between our two souls began, alive and enrapturing as ever.
3
They had been waiting for me, set aside a chair for me completing the triangle formation. Having just walked in I was not in the mood for a little conclave. I conveyed my unwillingness by shuffling over to my designated chair and dropped my bag on the wooden floor. Took every opportunity to show my enervated state in my actions, breathing, posture and facial expression. Macxermillio was not discouraged a bit by my display of unwillingness. “Look, guys,” I suspired, “I’m a bit doped. Can we –“ “What the fuck happened?” Macfearson interrupted. I sighed, clearly reluctant to explain, slightly because of the difficulty I sensed would come with putting some words together. “Do you find yourself troubled by the philosophy lesson today? I know it can be a tight noose,” Macxermillio said. “It’s not that.” I glanced at Macfearson. “Fearson did you kick Jay’s ass?” He shook his head. “Nah, that’s part of the reason we should have this meeting now. We think enough time has passed since the last sampling to take on the next one.” Macxermillio added. “The town has quieted. Does not seem to have gathered a lot of information regarding the disappearances. The whole thing has spun into senseless sensationalism that nobody cares about from some student newspaper and nothing major. The one that everybody always makes fun off?” “You mean The Active?” “Yeah, that one. Nobody is taking it seriously and everybody is circulating memes on the internet about The Active’s speculative article about the missing students which was not even close to the number we have nabbed. This means we have been extremely careful, having devised a new technique I think it is time for our next sample. Maybe our last before all of this catches fire.” Macxermillio paused. And later added, “This time it must work.” “You know I have been thinking about this a lot,” Macfearson said, wagging his index finger. “I mean the reason for these experiments is to avoid going to heaven or hell or staying in this calling haunted world. It is so that we end up at the crop where we truly belong.” He paused. The calling, an unfathomable being like time, everybody had an idea of what it was but they were never quite sure what it entailed. Not of this world but interacting with this world. No telling if it was merely a deep feeling of loss and homelessness inside us or the cause of that feeling, whether it was an entity with the best of our interests at heart or a force of this world designated to choke and drive us to self-annihilation eventually cleansing this world of lunatics like us. For most of our time we had known rejection and the unflinching arms of acceptance and love the calling embraced us with where suitably a subject of such doubt and scepticism. The calling had one promise: Do as I say and all will be alright. Just a string of words which never correlated to nothing tangible this far. Trust is earned or promises are subjected to tests like any hypotheses. “Yes, that is the reason we study their eyes when they transition,” Macxermillio said. Transition was just another euphuism for dying. “What if there is