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affair had been Kasper.
     
    The man he called his father knew the truth too, and after his mother’s suicide, made his life a living hell. Was it no wonder he fled as far away as he could from his world of prestige to become a rock star and riddle his body with a shit load of tattoos that made him a rock god from here to Tokyo, New York City to Amsterdam.
     
    Kaz was a world known sex symbol and a bona fide rock legend at the age of twenty-seven. He’d be richer than he’d ever dreamed before he turned thirty and thanks to the Gods of Rock Tour, they all had so much money in the bank and invested in their portfolios with their financial manager, they could literally burn it.
     
    He and Jaden walked side by side as they got to the smoking area.
     
    Kaz lit a cigarette and Jaden did the same. The smoked in peace before he inquired, “Those lyrics? They about Talia?”
     
    Jaden’s amber eyes avoided his but he nodded his head as he dragged from his cigarette. “I just keep fucking up when it comes to her, man. I promised we would be together and then Faith is blowin’ up my phone. She’s still getting high and I worry about her. I mean, she didn’t get clean and I did. I refuse to do drugs with her but sometimes, when I am there and she is wearing the tiniest of outfits with her hot bod, I can’t help myself.
     
    “She isn’t Talia.” He sighed and exhaled a cloud of smoke. “No one is like Talia. Baby bump and all, she is the sexiest bitch alive and she is so fucking hot in the sack but tell that to my dick, man. I still care about Faith, more than I fucking should but…what do you do when someone won’t let go?”
     
    “You drop all ties with that person, period.” Kaz dragged off his cigarette. “I can’t tell you what to do about Faith because you’re not going to listen to me anyway but she’s poison, man. She will fuck up your shit with Talia and then where does that leave you? Your only question should be: who do you want to be with because if it is Talia then she needs you now, more than ever.”
     
    “How would you know?” Jaden picked at the cuticle on his thumb. “Why would she confide in you at all when she has Kris?”
     
    “About that…she doesn’t have Kris anymore because Damira has put a kibosh in that. Besides, she doesn’t exactly confide in me but she needs all the friends she can get. She is feeling overwhelmed at the moment between the situation with her cousin and what is going on between you and her. She’s pregnant with your kid and when we came home from the tour, you promised you would be there for her and you haven’t been. She’s had to deal with all this shit by herself and that’s not cool, man. Don’t be like our dad, Jaden. Man up, choose a woman and stop all this misery you’re going through. You have to change your destiny and you are in control of your future. It’s on you if some junkie skank like Faith ruins the best thing you have ever had in your life. Just sayin’.”
     
    “I know and you speak the truth, brother.” Jaden ground his cigarette into the ashtray provided. “Maybe it’s our history but I just can’t break loose of that bitch no matter how hard I try.”
     
    Kaz rolled his gorgeous blue-green eyes. “It’s up to you to find a way and I can’t hold your hand this time around. Syd is pregnant again and I have to be there for her. You’re going to have to man up and decide do you want to be miserable for the rest of your life or do you truly want to be happy? When all is said and done, those are the only two questions you should be asking yourself.”
     
    His brother glared at him with hurt amber eyes before he looked away, afraid he’d show weakness if he allowed even one tear to fall.
     
    Kaz understood and slapped him on the back in a friendly gesture. “Come on, let’s get back to the studio. We have one more song to do before we call it a night.”
     
    Jaden nodded wordlessly as they left the smoking area and