what she means, when she holds up a package. Inside the package is a length of clear tube.
Officer Rex grimaces.
The nurse nods at the paramedics. One moves to each side of the gurney. The nurse opens the package and fits an end on the tube.Then she squirts on a blob of clear gel. âIf you donât fight this, it wonât be so bad.â
She pries open my mouth and jams the tube to the back of my throat.
My eyes fly open and I gag, but I canât clear the tube. I canât breathe. I reach for the nurse, but the paramedics clamp my arms. I gag again, and the tube slithers into me. I can feel it, actually feel it moving in my gut. I start to puke.
Officer Rex steps back from the gurney.
The nurse vacuums the spew out of my mouth. âWeâre in.â She eyes the orange liquid coming up the tube. âLooks like hot dogs.â
I puke again, and the puke tastes like tube and the gel crap, which tastes worse than puke, if thatâs possible.
The back of my throat is on fire.
I retch, wishing I could expel the tube, wishing I could reach in and yank it out, wishing I could get the paramedics off my arms and Iâd rip that tube out and I donât care if my entire stomach comes with it.
The nurse puts her hand on my chest. âEasy.â
Does she know I canât breathe?
My eyes fill and I taste snot streaming from my nose.
Get this thing.
Out.
Of.
Me.
One of the paramedics has broken into a sweat. The other is practically sitting on me. The nurse adjusts the tube. I retch again.
âThatâs going to feel better,â she says.
For who? The tube is red hot, nuking my puke, searing my throat.
She clicks off the pump. She looks at me with warning in her eyes. âDo not move.â
And the tube is out. Even the paramedics seem relieved. She hands me a paper tray and I spit the last of it. My throat feels like I just drank gasoline. I suck air until my lungs hurt.
On the other side of the curtained partition, a monitor starts to beep. I hear someone yell, âCrash cart!â
The nurse swears softly, peels off her gloves and disappears around the curtain.
Officer Rex moves next to me.
I hear the sound of running feet and a cart.
âClear!â
Officer Rex is watching me.
Again I hear it. âClear!â
Officer Rex speaks quietly. âHeâs going to be all right.â
Who?
From behind the curtain, I hear, âStay with us, Darius!â
Darius.
I look at Officer Rex. His eyes flick from the curtain to me, back to the curtain.
âI need to see my friend.â
âNot now.â
âNo. I really need to see my friend.â I wrestle one arm free of the straps.
One of the paramedics calls out, âWeâre going to need some help in here!â
Iâve got the other arm free, and Iâm just about off the gurney when the nurse appears. Her hair has come loose from the ponytail and hangs damp on one side of her face. She sets a syringe against the inside of my arm.
Maybe itâs in my head. Maybe itâs Darius, but I hear the drone of a heart monitor flatlining.
My veins are cold steel. Officer Rex swims in front of my face. And then there is nothing.
Chapter Five
The nurse is adjusting a bag of fluid that hangs over my bed. My eyelids feel like lead. I struggle to open my eyes wide enough that I can see her. The nurse looks down at me and then glances at the clock. She moves to the end of the bed, opens a clipboard and makes a note. âNice to see you awake, Corbin.â
I blink, trying to clear my vision. Itâs not the nurse from the er, the one who pumped my stomach. This nurse is small with dark hair.
âWhere am I?â
She looks at me and smiles. âWhat did you say?â
I try to clear my throat. It feels like the sides of my throat are stuck together. Iâm in the hospital. That much is clear. Around me, machines beep and blink. I canât see another bedâI must have my own
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