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couldn’t hear her or her fire song any more. I sat down at my desk, and dipped my beskuit into my coffee. It had sunflower seeds in it, which gave it that roasted nutty flavour. I looked again at the envelopes.
    The top letter was pink and addressed to Tannie Maria. The ‘i’s were dotted with little round circles. I took a sip of my coffee, then I opened the letter. By the time I’d finished reading, I was so shocked I stopped eating.
    This is what it said:
    Dear Tannie Maria,
    It feels like my life is over and I am not even thirteen. If I don’t kill myself, my mother will. But she doesn’t know yet. I have had sex three times, but I only swallowed once. Am I pregnant? I haven’t had my period for ages.
    He is fifteen. His skin is black and smooth and his smile is white, and he said he loved me. We used to meet under the kareeboom and then go to the shed and play Ice Cream. He said I taste like the sweet mangoes that grow on the streets where he comes from. He tastes like chocolate and nuts and ice cream. These are things I used to love to eat. I tried to stop the visits to the shed, but then I saw him there in the shade of the tree, and got hungry for him.
    I fanned myself with her pink envelope and carried on reading.
    When I told him I might be pregnant, he said we mustn’t meet again. I go past the tree after school but he’s never there.
    I have been so worried that I can’t eat. My mother says I am wasting away. I know I’m going to hell, which is why I haven’t killed myself.
    Can you help me?
    Desperate
    I put down the letter and shook my head. Magtig! What a tragedy . . .
    A young girl who can’t eat.
    We had to get her interested in food again. I needed a recipe with chocolate and nuts. And ice cream. With something healthy in it.
    I would of course tell her that you can’t get pregnant from oral sex. And in case she really was not able to talk to her mother, I would give her the number for the family planning clinic in Ladismith. But if I could just come up with an irresistible recipe for her, it might save everyone a lot of trouble.
    Bananas, I thought. They are very healthy, and would help her get strong again. How about frozen bananas, dipped in melted dark chocolate and rolled in nuts. I wrote out a recipe for her with dark chocolate and toasted hazelnuts. That should help her get over him. And in case the boyfriend read the paper, I put in a recipe for mango sorbet too. Mangoes were in season, and the good ones tasted like honey and sunshine.

CHAPTER FIVE
    Sjoe, but it was hot and those cold recipes looked good. But there were still two unopened letters on my table. The letters did not call as loud as the frozen bananas.
    ‘I’m going to work from home,’ I told Hattie. ‘I need to test some recipes.’
    ‘Mhmm,’ she said.
    She had a pencil in her mouth and was frowning as she worked.
    ‘Hattie, what time is Saturday’s fête?’ asked Jessie.
    Jessie was at her desk, taking a little notebook out of one of her pouches.
    ‘Fiddlesticks,’ said Hattie, pressing buttons on her computer. ‘Hmm? Two p.m.’
    I stood up, the letters in my hand.
    ‘It’s important the recipes are good.’ I said. ‘Irresistible.’
    Hattie looked up from her work.
    ‘Maria, darling. Go.’
    My little bakkie was parked a few trees away from the office, beside Jessie’s red scooter. We tried to stay a bit of a distance from Hattie’s Toyota Etios; I already had one ding she had made on the door of my van. My Nissan 1400 bakkie was pale blue – like the Karoo sky early in the morning. With a canopy that was white like those small puffy clouds. Though the canopy was usually more dusty than the clouds. I’d left all the windows open, and it was in the shade of a jacaranda tree, but it was still baking hot in there. It really was a day for ice cream.
    I popped in at the Spar to pick up the ingredients. It was a quiet time of day so I was lucky to get out of there with only chatting to three people. Not