itâs an antique. If you donât want it, then you should give it to your mom.â
âI donât think my mom plans to have anymore babies.â
Indi shrugs. âThen I guess youâll have to wait until you have your own kids.â
I just look at her. She looks back, her eyes laughing, her lips smirking. I pretend to scratch my nose, very obviously, with just my middle finger.
Thatâs when Goldy shows up with the burgers. She raises her eyebrows but only says, âHereâs your food, kids. And Joe says itâs on the house. Cheers.â
The burger is excellent, the best Iâve ever had. Indi and I barely speak while we eat. When weâre done, I lean back and sigh. I have to admit, I feel good. Good enough to leave the twenty Grandpa Max gave me on the table, even though I donât have to. I even feel good enough to take the stupid cradle with me. Although by the time I get on the bus with the thing, Iâm already wishing Iâd left it behind. Everyone who gets on the bus stares at it. A couple of jokers even ask where my baby doll is.
âSo lame,â I mutter.
âYeah, they are,â Indi says.
I donât bother to tell her I mean the cradle. She knows thatâs what I meant but she doesnât want to hear me whine about it. She starts telling me about one of her girlfriends whoâs having problems with her boyfriend. On and on. I donât even bother to remind her sheâs doing it again. I just say, âuh-huh,â sometimes. Mostly I stare out the window and pretend Iâm not holding what Iâm holding.
Thereâs no way this âgiftâ changes how I feel about my deadbeat grandfather.
chapter five
Momâs not around when I get home and Iâm glad. I ditch the cradle in the kitchen and head out again. With any luck, some of the guys on the next block will be playing street hockey. Iâm in the mood to bash something around.
I have no luck. The street is empty. I think about knocking on doors, telling them to get their butts outside. But then I remember Rob had to babysit his littlesister today and Jas is grounded. Tim is probably deep into some computer game, and who knows where the rest of them are. Itâs not worth trying to get anything going now.
Time for Plan B. Whether Indi joins me or not, Iâm roofing tonight. I have to. That means I should get a new can of spray paint. I pick up my pace for the walk to the hardware store and think about trying a new color. Red would be good. Ruby red.
When I get home, Mom isnât in the kitchen making dinner. This sucks, because Iâm hungry. I find her in the living room, sitting on the floor beside the cradle. She hums to herself and strokes the polished wood as if itâs alive.
âMom?â I say.
She doesnât answer, so I repeat myself. Loudly. âMom?â
âHey, Sam,â she says softly. Then she sighs. And she starts humming again.
Maybe sheâs lost it. âWhat are you doing?â I ask.
Finally she looks at me. âIsnât it beautiful? You slept in this cradle when you were a baby, you know that? And your father too. And his father before him, Grandpa Max.â
âOkay,â I say. âBut why are you petting it?â
She giggles. âIâm not petting it! I was just remembering when you were a baby. You were so gorgeous.â
Oh, man. I start backing out of the room. Suddenly Mom bolts up onto her knees, leans over the cradle and stares intensely. Jeez, she really is losing it.
âWhatâs wrong?â I ask. âYou see a ghost or something?â
âNo,â she says, âI just remembered. Thereâs a secret compartment in this cradle.â
âWhat?â In a flash, Iâm down on my knees beside her. âAre you sure?â
âYes,â she says slowly, âIâm sure. But I donât recall how it works.â
âWell, think, Mom. Think,â I
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