Mammaâs. Mary Sommerâs soft voice shook with emotion. âThis is the first time youâve left us. But youâre strong.â
Rebecca squeezed her eyes closed for several heartbeats.
As if to reassure herself, her mother went on. âWe hope Daniel recovers quickly. William needs you. In the meantime, God will keep both of you in His hands. Donât forget that. Always pray. And remember what weâve taught you. Everything youâve learned in church.â
âJah.â
âItâs never been a secret that God gave you a special gift for accepting challenges. Iâll never forget the time you jumped into that creek to save your brother. You pulled him to shore.â
Rebecca grinned. âI remember.â
âRumspringa might be the most important time in your life. But be very careful. There will be temptations in the English world. In fact, the bishop is concerned that you will decide against joining the Amish church.â
âI know who I am.â
A tear rolled down Mammaâs cheek while she slipped something small and soft between Rebeccaâs palms. Rebecca glanced down at the crocheted cover.
âI put together this scripture book to help you while youâre away, Rebecca. When you have doubts or fears, read it. The good words will comfort and give you strength. You can even share them with Beth. Sheâs going through a difficult time. Your daed and I will pray for you every day.â She paused. âLend Daniel your support. The bishop wants you to set three additional goals and accomplish them while youâre gone. Give them careful consideration. They must be unselfish and important. Doing this will make your mission even more significant.â
After a lengthy silence, William addressed the Sommers in a reassuring voice. âIâll take good care of her. You can be sure of that.â
Rebeccaâs dad raised his chin and directed his attention to William. âWe expect nothing less.â
Long, tense moments passed while her father and William locked gazes. Several heartbeats later, Eli Sommer stepped forward. âI donât approve of my Becca going so far away. Iâm holding you responsible for her, William. If anything happens . . .â
William darted an unsure glance at Rebecca before responding. âI understand your concern. Thatâs why I didnât encourage her to come.â
Rebecca raised her chin and regarded both of them. âIâve given this a lot of thought. Iâll go. And Iâll come back, safe and sound.â
Rebecca listened with dread as her father continued making his case. She knew William wouldnât talk back. And she wasnât about to change her mind about going.
âDaed, itâs my decision. Please donât worry.â
Before he could argue, she threw her arms around him and gave him a tight, reassuring hug. After she stepped away, William motioned toward the black Cadillac. As Rebecca drew a deep breath, her knees trembled, and her heart pounded like a jackhammer. Finally, she forced her jellylike legs to move. She didnât turn around as William opened her door.
Before stepping inside, Rebecca put Mammaâs scripture book inside the hope chest. William took the box from her and placed it in the middle of the backseat. Rebecca brought very little with her. Just one small suitcase that her father placed in the trunk.
With great hesitation, she waved good-bye. She forced a confident smile, but her entire body shook. She sat very still as Danielâs second cousin, Ethan, backed the car out of the drive. Gravel crunched under the tires. This wasnât Rebeccaâs first ride in an automobile. Car rides were not uncommon in the Amish community.
Trying to convince herself she was doing the right thing, she gently pushed the down arrow by her door handle, and the window opened. Rebecca turned in her seat and waved until the sad faces of her family, their