problem. Skanks like Charlotte Dawson were always circling and they always would be if she didn’t send Daniel a clear message. She will retaliate. You’ve been warned. She slumped to the arm chair and gazed dully out of the hotel window. A thought entered her mind, a thought she never imagined she was capable of having. She thought of Joel dying and disappearing permanently from Daniel’s life. That would be a relief. That would be quite helpful. There was a knock at the door. She threw back her shoulders and flipped her long, blonde hair off her face. Daniel had arrived at last to apologize. He was going to have to do some serious grovelling . Anastasia settled her face into a look of sweet anguish and opened the door. Carsten Pullman stood in the hall. He did not look happy.
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DANIEL MUST have used his key to get into the apartment. I was in the bathroom throwing up when he walked in on me. “What’s wrong with you?” he said in a voice that didn’t give a damn. “I think I caught something. Flu bug. I’ll be all right in a few hours.” I bent over the toilet bowl and heaved. Morning sickness was dragging into the afternoon. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand. “What are you doing here?” “I live here. Where did you catch the flu?” “Well, I’m sure I don’t know, Mr. Razor. It was probably at the police station. Hand rails and door knobs are covered in germs. It was a wasted trip. Detective Lewis was unhelpful. He said as there was no crime to investigate, they wouldn’t be sending a team to search the mansion unless you specifically requested it.” He sat on the edge of the claw foot tub. Joel’s bathroom was spacious like every room in Joel’s apartment. “Why did you see Lewis when I told you I was going there this afternoon?” “Because I didn’t believe you would. And I wanted him to have all the facts.” When it felt safe to leave the toilet, I moved to the sink and ran the water until it was cold. I splashed water over my face and rinsed my mouth. “I guess you must have got there before me because he was distinctly unimpressed with my story of attempted murder. He said he’d investigate if you corroborated my story.” I reached for the mouthwash. “So did you?” “No.” If I didn’t have a mouth full of Listerine, I would have screamed. Instead, I spat in the sink and wiped my mouth on a hand towel. “Are you kidding me?” “Listen to me. We can’t have the police involved. If they get a report of attempted murder, it’s out of our hands; they’ll open an investigation. The trouble is we don’t know where Joel is or who has him or how they’ll react. We know he’s in danger but you said it yourself—Lewis hasn’t got a crime to investigate.” “But you showed him the journal! That must have changed his mind.” “I didn’t show him the journal. It was forged. The handwriting was Joel’s but that comment he made about my being in love with you—that wasn’t Joel. Joel didn’t track emotional changes in people. If I didn’t say it, then he wouldn’t comment on it. I had to tell my brother what I was feeling or Joel wouldn’t have a clue. Those were not his thoughts we read in that last entry. Someone instructed Joel to write those words.” I understood what he was saying. In my brain, I understood. In my heart, I was pretty crushed. Daniel wasn’t in love with me. Not a surprise, Charlotte . Joel didn’t write those words from his own knowledge. They weren’t written for Joel—but for Daniel. Whoever was with Joel (the woman in blue?) wanted Daniel to believe I was creating a problem between them. The logical step for Daniel to take would be to send me back to Susan’s to diffuse the situation for his brother. That made sense—but why? “Does Anastasia know about Tallulah?” Daniel raised an eyebrow. “How do you know about Tallulah?” “Some email correspondence came across my desk when I was still working