she performed the familiar motions of slipping apart the row of buttons, untying her camisole ribbon, and nestling the baby close. The moment the child began to nurse, all crying ceased, and the tiny legs curled into a ball.
âAbigail was famished!â Rosie said with a laugh. âGoodness, I donât believe sheâd been fed for hours.â
â Whisht , Rosie,â Caitrin murmured. âThe ladyâs still weeping, canât you see? There now, madam, youâve got your baby once again. The wee thing will forget all about her hunger in a moment, and the pair of you can have a good nightâs rest.â
Lily tried to stop crying. Truly she did. But as the baby drank milk meant for little Abby, her pain and longing only intensified. All around her, the world drifted awayâthe two caring women, the rough blanket, even the preacher, whose voice droned like the hum of a lazy bee. The babyâs fingers were splayed across the bodice of Lilyâs dress, and she knew they were not Abbyâs fingers. The tiny head wreathed in a cloud of dark curls bore no resemblance to Abby with her golden wisps. The face was smaller, the cheeks sunken, the skin wrinkled. Abigail had been plump and round, at four months the picture of health. This was not Abby.
âSheâs still crying,â Rosie whispered to Caitrin. âI hate to leave her alone like this.â
The Irishwoman glanced over her shoulder. âThe preachingâs nearly finished for the evening, so it is. Sure, weâd best get back to our men.â She laid a hand on Lilyâs arm. âAre you all right? I know youâre not from one of the homesteads around Hope, so you must have come traveling our way. Perhaps Rosie and I could have a look in the crowd for your husband.â
âMy husband is dead,â Lily whispered as she cupped the babyâs tiny head. The child was still nursing as though every drop of milk must be drained into her tiny, shrunken stomach. Lily shifted the baby into her other arm, and the child began to suckle again. âThree days ago. Heâs buried near Topeka. My daughter lies beside him.â
âYour daughter?â
Lily brushed her damp cheek. âI buried her in a wooden box.â
âOh, dear,â Rosie said. âIâm so sorry. No wonder youâre upsetâa husband and a daughter both gone. I couldnât imagine how any woman could forget where sheâd put her baby, but now I see youâve been through a terrible trial. If I lost Seth and Chipper, Iâd be just wild with grief. I couldnât bear it. Oh, honey, do you and little Abigail need a place to sleep tonight? I hate to think of you out here on the prairie with nothing but a blanket and that old horse. Seth and I have a great big house, lots of space, and weâd be glad to put you and your daughter up for the night.â
Lily could feel that the baby had finally drifted off to sleep, warm and content at last. âNo, no, you donât understand,â she murmured, drawing the tiny form out from beneath the purple cape and gazing down at the childâs blissful face. âThis is ⦠this is going to be all right. In a moment, Iâll leave.â
âLeave?â Caitrin exclaimed. âBut âtis almost fully dark now. Youâre a nursing mother and a frainey one at that. Sure, you canât be tramping down the road in the middle of the night.â
âHey!â The preacherâs voice pealed out like a clap of thunder. âWhatâs going on here?â
Lilyâs head snapped up. Just beyond the blanket stood the two men who had accompanied Rosie and Caitrin. Between them, his boots planted a pace apart on the prairie grass, towered the preacher. He swept off his Stetson, took a step toward the women, and punched the air with his forefinger.
âLook here, lady,â he snarled at Lily. âI donât know who you are or what