buttoned it. Then he made a great to-do over cleaning his sword, whistling, and pretending to himself that he felt much better about the Dorig than he did. He told himself he had just acquired a valuable piece of treasure; that the Dorig had certainly told a pack of lies; and that if it had told the truth, then he had just struck a real blow at the enemy, and the only good Dorig were dead ones.
âWeâd better ask Father about those Powers,â Adara said miserably.
âOh no we wonât!â said Orban. âDonât you dare say a word to anyone. If you do, Iâll put the strongest words I know on you . Go onâswear you wonât say a word.â
His ferocity so appalled Adara that she swore by the Sun and the Moon never to tell a living soul. Orban was satisfied. He did not bother to consider why he was so anxious that no one should know about the collar. His mind conveniently sheered off from what Og would say if he knew his son had killed an unarmed and defenseless creature for the sake of a collar which was cursed. No. Once Adara had sworn not to tell, Orban began to feel pleased with the morningâs work.
It was otherwise with Adara. She was wretched. She kept remembering the look of pleasure in the Dorigâs yellow eyes when it saw she was ready to believe it, and their look of despair when it invoked the Powers. She knew it was her fault. If she had not said the words right, Orban would not have killed the Dorig and brought home a curse. She could have gone on thinking the world of Orban instead of knowing he was just a cruel bully.
For Adara, almost the worst part was her disillusionment with Orban. It spread to everyone in Otmound. She looked at them all and listened to them talk, and it seemed to her that they would all have done just the same as Orban. She told herself that when she grew up she would never marryâneverâunless she could find someone quite different. But quite the worst part was not being able to tell anyone. Adara longed to confess. She had never felt so guilty in her life. But she had sworn the strongest oath and she dared not say a word. Whenever she thought of the Dorig she wanted to cry, but her guilt and terror stopped her doing even that. First she dared not cry, then she found she could not. Before a month passed she was pale and ill and could not eat.
They put her to bed, and Og was very concerned. âWhatâs on your mind, Adara?â he said, stroking her head. âTell me.â
Adara dared not say a word. It was the first time she had kept a secret from her father, and it made her feel worse than ever. She rolled away and covered her head with the blanket. If only I could cry! she thought. But I canât, because the Dorigâs curse is working.
Og was afraid someone had put a curse on Adara. He was very worried, because Adara was far and away his favorite child. He had lamps lit and the right words said, to be on the safe side. Orban was terrified. He thought Adara had told Og about the Dorig. He stormed in on Adara where she lay staring up at the thatch and longing to confess and cry.
âHave you said anything?â Orban demanded.
âNo,â Adara said wretchedly.
âNot even to the walls or the hearthstone?â Orban asked suspiciously, since he knew this was how secrets often got out.
âNo,â said Adara. âNot to anything.â
âThank the Powers!â said Orban and, greatly relieved, he went off to put the collar in a safer hiding place.
Adara sat up as he went. He had put a blessed, splendid idea into her head. She might not be able to tell Og or even the hearthstone, but what was to prevent her confessing to the stones of the old Giantsâ road? They had watched it all anyway from under the turf. They had received the Dorigâs blood. She could go and remind them of the whole story, and maybe then she could cry and feel better.
Og was pleased to see how much better Adara
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